[00:14.50]Highschool in class think of dropping out [00:16.60]But that be somethin I could never really talk about [00:18.57]Everybody always said it ain't an option how [00:20.61]I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce [00:22.77]Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out [00:24.73]The ****ing ground like a zombie I'd walk around [00:26.75]And people eye me down [00:27.67]It's like they talk about me without giving a **** bout what they talk about [00:30.72]Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side [00:33.98]While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night [00:37.60]And I ain't tryna justify shit, can't provide with empty pockets [00:42.31]Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ****ing stop [00:46.40]I grew up around an abundance of [00:48.26]Preppy motha ****ers never been one of em [00:50.40]So because I wasn't conforming [00:52.00]Didn't play sports or listen to the stuff they bump [00:54.45]Or rock the shit they rock, or talk the way they talk [00:56.42]I was an easy target so they always picking on me [00:58.40]I had to brush it off like a dusty mop [01:00.40]I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up [01:02.56]Cuz I be walking in the hallway hearin this shit all day [01:04.96]There's a limit that come with the shit that y'all say [01:07.03]People callin' me a nigga for rappin and tellin' me [01:09.11]To kill myself like it don't even matter [01:10.69]One day I said **** it, threw a middle finger up [01:12.31]At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it [01:14.55]At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with [01:16.61]These people telling me that I ain't worthy of shit [01:18.10]Said I been feelin' like I got nobody by my side [01:21.74]While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night [01:25.64]And I ain't tryna justify shit, can't provide with empty pockets [01:29.86]Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ****ing stop [01:33.33]Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side [01:37.40]While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night [01:41.37]And I ain't tryna justify shit, can't provide with empty pockets [01:45.79]Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ****ing stop [01:49.52]Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke [01:51.91]Chillin' with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned [01:54.00]Fridays were the days we would always wanna [01:55.77]Buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full [01:58.28]I was smokin' for a minute I dont know how often [01:59.99]But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems [02:02.11]I would always call her out like no your wrong [02:03.75]It's not a big ****ing deal I can do what I want [02:06.00]And I regret that shit, soon enough a bad experience [02:08.31]Put me in depression wishin it would just end [02:10.00]Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't [02:12.10]Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't **** with [02:13.97]So I quit, 'bout 2 years later started smoking again [02:16.20]And the same shit happened [02:17.60]Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already [02:20.18]In a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that [02:22.54]So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate [02:25.96]All I have to say [02:27.17]That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing [02:29.59]Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made [02:32.43]Don't give a **** what you have to say [02:34.20]Making music and improving on my craft can be challenging [02:36.55]But I'm trying hard thats the key [02:38.01]Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side [02:41.00]While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night [02:44.84]And I ain't tryna justify shit, can't provide with empty pockets [02:49.18]Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will ****ing stop [02:53.00]Said I been feeling like I got nobody by my side [02:56.88]While I be all up on my grind through early morning late a night [03:00.87]And I ain't tryna justify shit, can't provide with empty pockets [03:05.28]Pray to god that all the nonsense in t