[00:00.000] 作词 : Ataxiya Cyanide [00:01.000] 作曲 : Ataxiya Cyanide [00:09.434](​cy4ne) [00:12.427]Baby, can you treat me right? [00:15.659]I just want to see the light [00:18.495]Without you, I'd rather die [00:21.274]I just want to feel alive [00:24.439]Can you feel the silence of midnight? [00:27.358]Or find in darkness some kind of light? [00:30.218]Striving freedom, shouting into the void [00:33.387]Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed [00:36.491]Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins [00:39.316]Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin? [00:42.413]Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish [00:45.697]Will this anguish persist until I'm banished? [00:48.584]Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation [00:51.580]Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation [00:54.301]Living all this lavish lifestylе, riding in that Jaguar [00:57.324]I don't really care 'cause I'm nеxt to be a superstar [01:00.638]Pop a pill to numb the pain [01:02.594]Life's a b***h in every way [01:04.007]Demons in my mind connive [01:05.555]Every day, tryna survive [01:07.131]"End it now?", I ponder still [01:08.616]Fight is over, lost the will [01:10.106]Voices shoutin' take the dive [01:11.693]I just want to feel alive [01:13.995]I'm tired as shit, finally done with this b***h [01:16.387]I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep [01:19.215]Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place [01:22.629]So I don't have to feel your touch, don't have to feel frustrated [01:25.504]****ed with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health [01:28.213]God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met [01:31.318]Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares [01:34.398]I've been thinkin' 'bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself [01:37.292]Finished another pack of Claws [01:40.738]I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost [01:43.888]I could never feel how I felt before [01:47.007]Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya? [01:50.056]**** it, pack it up, I want amnesia [01:52.984]I was lost in your eyes [01:55.604]N***r wanted compromise [01:58.735]N***r saw what I'm becoming [02:02.361]No sleep, ****ed up now [02:04.909]Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down [02:08.239]N***r, I n***r felt at home [02:10.622]I'm sober again, stuck in my hole [02:14.347]Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me [02:17.433]But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be [02:20.177]I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee [02:23.327]I don't think it stops 'til I'm ****ing buried [02:25.641]Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation [02:28.529]Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation [02:31.652]Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar [02:34.685]I don't really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar [02:37.754]Pop a pill to numb the pain [02:39.698]Life's a b***h in every way [02:41.101]Demons in my mind connive [02:42.649]Every day, tryna survive [02:44.090]"End it now?", I ponder still [02:45.737]Fight is over, lost the will [02:47.131]Voices shoutin' take the dive [02:48.686]I just want to feel alive [02:50.800]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep [02:53.709]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep [02:56.923]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time [02:59.809]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime [03:02.788]Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance [03:05.851]Blurry ****ing vision when I try to take a glance [03:08.772]I don't even try, I don't even take my chance [03:11.722]Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can [03:15.072]Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can [03:17.899]I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan [03:20.901]Please leave me behind, hate attachment more than fans [03:23.969]Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans [03:27.154]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep [03:30.087]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep [03:33.130]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time [03:35.955]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime [03:39.140]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep [03:42.186]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep [03:45.218]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time [03:48.206]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime [03:50.770]And my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down [03:54.450]Baby, gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now [03:57.303]So I gave her all the love that I had in the world [04:00.306]She a pretty lil' slut and we ****in' to our own songs, yeah [04:04.483]So I'm takin' all her clothes off, yeah [04:07.512]That's because I stole her whole heart [04:10.816]And the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah [04:15.515]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep [04:18.511]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep [04:21.822]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time [04:24.974]Overstimulatin