[00:00.000] 作词 : Mahaji Daniels/Monty Datta/Yukio Leo [00:00.000] 作曲 : Mahaji Daniels/Monty Datta/Yukio Leo [00:00.000]She used me for my- [00:02.914]She used me for my- [00:05.175]She used me for my beating heart [00:10.344]Cause I put all my- [00:12.853]Cause I put all my- [00:15.240]Cause I put all my love in her scars [00:19.410]Wasn’t fed love on a silver spoon [00:21.288]So I learned to lick it off knives [00:22.796]Pain, spit on my cloths [00:24.056]I made a mess every time [00:25.310]Do I deserve a home if being alone is what I accept? [00:28.195]Depressed and unwanted feelings [00:29.700]Shoes scattered from neglеct [00:30.453]Mine never fit othеrs [00:31.844]I pledge to make you feel better [00:33.111]Purple storms keep me alert [00:34.884]Know we at war, a lot of bodies in the dirt [00:37.017]Graveyard be the richest place all on earth [00:39.652]Ideas, plans, art, that never saw the surface, or purpose [00:42.438]Faces on shirts that forgot to smile [00:44.196]I understand some people’s pain might just last a while [00:46.703]Maybe flying gave you freedom? [00:47.844]Maybe trying gave you wisdom? [00:49.227]Maybe lying gave you rest? [00:50.352]Maybe those long years are my compass? [00:52.879]Maybe times that were hard they were content? [00:55.266]Don’t speak on my name without the context [00:57.910]All the nights sleeping out, I felt abandoned [01:00.294]All the moments I kept my head up for the season [01:02.826]Threw me out, and hurt my soul for no reason [01:05.336]Only thing if I’m honest, was I needed [01:07.855]Was your- Beating heart [01:09.490]Yeah [01:10.516]I only saw one way to save me [01:12.649]CDs, IG, playlists, and day shifts [01:15.158]They don’t wanna see me fall far apart from the tree [01:17.542]They don’t wanna hear it but it’s really just me [01:20.443]I’m a living lesson of failed accountability [01:22.701]I guess all the bad things got to me [01:24.973]It made me do a lot of bad things to a lot of bad people so I sum it up as equal so I always had a pedal on the gas and a puddle on the ground [01:32.520]Living through the shallow, I don’t wanna show how [01:35.029]Where I came from [01:36.034]Whoever I remember now [01:37.198]Never had much [01:38.076]Never came back from the numb [01:39.707]All these years go by [01:41.220]Turned to goodbyes [01:42.353]I remember the times [01:43.482]Now I don’t feel surprised [01:44.862]Somebody I know [01:45.869]Somebody I don’t [01:47.770]Somebody I won’t trust [01:50.170]Pulling back the covers over somebody you loved [01:52.710]All and all it’s over and I guess you gave up [01:55.095]One day they came [01:55.972]And the next they’re gone [01:57.355]Did you try to keep up? [01:58.485]Did they try to stay strong? [01:59.740]In the long run you’ll remember where you came from [02:02.510]Back to the city where nobody found love [02:05.024]Mixed in emotions, I’ve always been focused [02:07.535]I know it’s more worlds that are mixed up in one [02:10.045]Tricked out, and broken [02:11.174]I know they feel hopeless [02:12.554]I’ve stolen more motion, and wore all my tokens in less ways than noticed cause I never show it [02:17.850]I know it’s just me [02:20.358]Somebody I won’t trust [02:25.315]Somebody I won’t- [02:27.9