作词 : zayauhn taylor-thomas I **** with your music, man, you're special I hope that as you grow, you become even more confident and knowledgeable with how you want to express what you're able to express Killed myself yesterday, phone called, it didn't ring Don't want you to find me, i'm ashamed (i'm ashamed) Don't feel bad for me, it's okay, i'm the only one to blame (yeah, because tolerance is inevitable, right?) i'm the only one to— There's no going back from this, and i miss you already There's no going back from this, and i miss you already (bleed out, bleed out, bleed) And i know deep down i could've been much more And i know deep down i could've been much more (sorry for being such a bore) And i know deep down i could've been much more And i know deep down i could've been much more, you blame yourself I'm a coward, and i hate it, i'm sick of being anxious Mind so gone, i need some maintenance, i'd tell you, but you'd just flake it You don't know me like you think, swear you're right, but so mistaken Told it's temporary changes, so tomorrow i'll be waiting Ca-can't even cry What's the point of living if it's gonna take til i die? To you it's fake, it's a lie, my form breaks, i decline And all the things that i am, does god know that i tried? There's so much i ain't told you Hurt wraps around, it holds you, eventually it'll mold you But these notes i think they saved me Took me in, they made me, all around, it shapes me There's so much i ain't told you Hurt wraps around, it holds you, eventually it'll mold you But these notes i think they saved me Took me in, they made me, all around, it shapes me And i know deep down i could've been much more And i know deep down i could've been much more (sorry for being such a bore) And i know deep down i could've been much more And i know deep down i could've been much more, you blame yourself You blame yourself, you blame yourself Make sure that shit i