If I think about it
I am successful as it were
all over this lovely world
And I am no where near as awkward
As I was when I was younger
I guess I'm one of those guys
who gets better looking as they age
And even though I have felt beaten down
by constant doubt
Depression and confusion
I keep getting up
And I am loved by all my friends and family
though there have been lots of raised eyebrows
and concerned glances lately
It doesn't matter to him
I could be anything
but I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my triple A pass
I am invisibe to him
And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening
To the countless possibilities
contained within each day
Vulnerability feels like
a cold wet concrete room lit with
florescent lighting
which as you know
makes everything look bad
I still keep trying to figure out
how I became irrelevant
How I got myself evicted
from his heart from one day to the next
And the worst part is
that even if I got an answer right now
It will not change anything
because we have become two strangers
It doesn't matter to him
I could be anything
but I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my triple A pass
I am invisibe to him
It doesn't matter to him
I could be anything
but I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my triple A pass
I am invisibe to him
[00:36.500]If I think about it
[00:38.500]I am successful as it were
[00:46.500]all over this lovely world
[00:51.500]And I am no where near as awkward
[00:55.500]As I was when I was younger
[00:59.500]I guess I'm one of those guys
[01:01.500]who gets better looking as they age
[01:07.500]And even though I have felt beaten down
[01:11.500]by constant doubt
[01:13.500]Depression and confusion
[01:22.500]I keep getting up
[01:24.800]And I am loved by all my friends and family
[01:29.500]though there have been lots of raised eyebrows
[01:35.500]and concerned glances lately
[01:39.500]It doesn't matter to him
[01:43.800]I could be anything
[01:46.500]but I could never win his heart again
[01:54.500]It doesn't matter to him
[01:59.500]He took away my triple A pass
[02:03.500]I am invisibe to him
[02:07.500]And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening
[02:15.500]To the countless possibilities
[02:18.500]contained within each day
[02:21.500]Vulnerability feels like
[02:25.800]a cold wet concrete room lit with
[02:30.500] florescent lighting
[02:32.500]which as you know
[02:34.500]makes everything look bad
[02:37.500] I still keep trying to figure out
[02:41.500] how I became irrelevant
[02:45.500] How I got myself evicted
[02:48.500] from his heart from one day to the next
[02:53.500]And the worst part is
[02:56.500]that even if I got an answer right now
[03:00.500] It will not change anything
[03:04.500] because we have become two strangers
[03:10.500] It doesn't matter to him
[03:15.500] I could be anything
[03:18.500] but I could never win his heart again
[03:25.500] It doesn't matter to him
[03:30.500] He took away my triple A pass
[03:34.500]I am invisibe to him
[03:41.500]It doesn't matter to him
[03:46.500]I could be anything
[03:48.500]but I could never win his heart again
[03:56.500]It doesn't matter to him
[04:01.500]He took away my triple A pass
[04:05.000]I am invisibe to him