Yo
I'm pushing you away
Cause every time we talk, it hurts
Help me cure out my depression
It gave me a sense of worth
It's like you helped me out the mud
And then shoved me in the dirt
Now I'm stuck feeling like I'm the only person on the Earth
You were like my world
And I watched it fall apart
Now I'm drifting through the cosmos
And circling the stars
Help me
Put the blade down
And close up all the scars
But now my biggest scar
Is the one up on my heart
If it took my life to be with you
Then I would gladly give it
Depression's an infection
And you're the cure for the sickness
Lately I been tripping and honestly I don't get it
It was only three months but it felt like a minute
I'm stupid and annoying
But that's only cause I care
And any time you need me girl you know that I'll be there
Most nights I'm staring down a barrel
It's too much to bear
I'm afraid to let you go
I'll admit I'm ****ing scared
And I hate being sober cause then I can feel the pain
So I tell myself to numb it and then grab the ****ing blade
Watching as the droplets roll down my wrist like its rain
And I don't wanna leave
But you know that I can't stay
[00:42.161]Yo
[00:42.649]I'm pushing you away
[00:43.705]Cause every time we talk, it hurts
[00:45.175]Help me cure out my depression
[00:46.578]It gave me a sense of worth
[00:47.800]It's like you helped me out the mud
[00:49.122]And then shoved me in the dirt
[00:50.457]Now I'm stuck feeling like I'm the only person on the Earth
[00:53.377]You were like my world
[00:54.598]And I watched it fall apart
[00:55.882]Now I'm drifting through the cosmos
[00:57.408]And circling the stars
[00:58.648]Help me
[00:59.257]Put the blade down
[01:00.196]And close up all the scars
[01:01.337]But now my biggest scar
[01:02.591]Is the one up on my heart
[01:03.873]If it took my life to be with you
[01:05.289]Then I would gladly give it
[01:06.497]Depression's an infection
[01:07.913]And you're the cure for the sickness
[01:09.320]Lately I been tripping and honestly I don't get it
[01:11.938]It was only three months but it felt like a minute
[01:14.505]I'm stupid and annoying
[01:15.887]But that's only cause I care
[01:17.232]And any time you need me girl you know that I'll be there
[01:19.849]Most nights I'm staring down a barrel
[01:21.572]It's too much to bear
[01:22.549]I'm afraid to let you go
[01:23.773]I'll admit I'm ****ing scared
[01:25.169]And I hate being sober cause then I can feel the pain
[01:27.778]So I tell myself to numb it and then grab the ****ing blade
[01:30.633]Watching as the droplets roll down my wrist like its rain
[01:33.271]And I don't wanna leave
[01:34.461]But you know that I can't stay
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