Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
You said you need to call me, be sure I tried
I wish I didn't have a song to write
I know you probably follow me with your light
My mama told me faith is all that I need
And back in the day I would've agreed,
But now it's hard to believe
I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
PTSD - Dreamville, Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchc**k, St. Beauty: So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleev
Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
PTSD - Dreamville, Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchc**k, St. Beauty: A lot of dead niggas livin' through me
Shawty, but not in the literal
Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
The power of a higher entity entered me
I'm on a whole different energy
**** the world, but I need you to remember me
I had doubt in myself
'Cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
My life and the fame, done lost the game
The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins
My soul done rained so much on my heart
Really I don't know where to start
The irony of finding self in the dark
My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me,
I should've been on that ark
A love-hate relationship with my thoughts,
I'm tryna shine in my own light
The realest b***h left in my own right
Helping you with your vices
But can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah
I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
Off the beaten path like Blueface
On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
My sister was homeless, convinced her to often
Been years since we talked, number changed
Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true
Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
We 'ight, we 'ight
We 'ight, we 'ight
Yeah, hahahaha
We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
I'm here with all my friends
This is for the homies,
For the homies, all the homies, what? What?
And the hoes
Hahahaha, yeah
Said this is for the homies,
For the homies, all the homies, what?
And the hoes
Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
And the hoes
(Ayy, that shit sound tight)
This is for the homies,
For the homies, all the homies, what? What?
And the hoes
Hahahaha, yeah
Said this is for the homies,
For the homies, all the homies, what?
And the hoes
Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
And the hoes
[00:18.34]Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
[00:21.52]You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
[00:24.18]Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
[00:26.57]PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
[00:29.13]Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
[00:31.62]Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
[00:34.05]You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
[00:36.51]Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
[00:39.20]Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
[00:42.12]You said you need to call me, be sure I tried
[00:44.97]I wish I didn't have a song to write
[00:47.07]I know you probably follow me with your light
[00:49.84]My mama told me faith is all that I need
[00:51.33]And back in the day I would've agreed,
[00:53.30]But now it's hard to believe
[00:54.60]I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
[00:56.78]Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
[00:59.55]PTSD - Dreamville, Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchc**k, St. Beauty: So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleev
[01:01.26]Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
[01:04.39]PTSD - Dreamville, Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchc**k, St. Beauty: A lot of dead niggas livin' through me
[01:06.18]Shawty, but not in the literal
[01:07.79]Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
[01:09.58]The power of a higher entity entered me
[01:13.46]I'm on a whole different energy
[01:14.71]**** the world, but I need you to remember me
[01:16.40]I had doubt in myself
[01:17.52]'Cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
[01:19.70]If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
[01:22.41]A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
[01:24.40]Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
[01:27.13]My life and the fame, done lost the game
[01:29.06]The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins
[01:31.02]My soul done rained so much on my heart
[01:32.87]Really I don't know where to start
[01:34.55]The irony of finding self in the dark
[01:36.24]My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me,
[01:38.34]I should've been on that ark
[01:39.44]A love-hate relationship with my thoughts,
[01:41.33]I'm tryna shine in my own light
[01:42.48]The realest b***h left in my own right
[01:44.60]Helping you with your vices
[01:45.98]But can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah
[01:48.94]I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
[01:54.69]Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
[01:57.35]Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
[01:59.80]Off the beaten path like Blueface
[02:01.69]On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
[02:04.16]Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
[02:06.77]Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
[02:09.17]That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
[02:12.31]My sister was homeless, convinced her to often
[02:14.73]Been years since we talked, number changed
[02:16.98]Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
[02:19.20]I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true
[02:22.00]Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
[02:24.57]Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
[02:29.39]We 'ight, we 'ight
[02:38.25]We 'ight, we 'ight
[02:49.94]Yeah, hahahaha
[02:53.64]We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
[02:56.61]I'm here with all my friends
[02:58.61]This is for the homies,
[03:00.70]For the homies, all the homies, what? What?
[03:04.53]And the hoes
[03:07.78]Hahahaha, yeah
[03:09.10]Said this is for the homies,
[03:10.74]For the homies, all the homies, what?
[03:14.22]And the hoes
[03:16.83]Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
[03:19.54]For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
[03:24.44]And the hoes
[03:26.62](Ayy, that shit sound tight)
[03:28.75]This is for the homies,
[03:30.69]For the homies, all the homies, what? What?
[03:34.52]And the hoes
[03:37.81]Hahahaha, yeah
[03:39.06]Said this is for the homies,
[03:40.65]For the homies, all the homies, what?
[03:43.96]And the hoes
[03:46.96]Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
[03:49.56]For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
[03:54.44]And the hoes