I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
I try new things, but I can't change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
Feeling ****ed up, I cannot escape
Yeah I'm on the come up, might be something great
Yeah it's finally time for me to make statements
But, if I'm being honest, I hate this
Yeah I never wanna speak dishonestly
Yeah I never thought I'd see this side of me
But I've been getting wasted every night
Can't bare being alive
I try so hard to numb the pain
You found yourself, I can't relate
I sabotage, burn everything
I don't want this no
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
I try new things, but I can't change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
Yeah let down the ones I depend on
I can't bare this I might end it all now
Suicide note for everyone that I sinned on
Let the water take me tonight
I try so hard just to please you
Sometimes I wish I could be you
Normal life, yeah I want it right back
And I might make this my last time now
I try so hard to numb the pain
You found yourself, I can't relate
I sabotage, burn everything
I don't want this no
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
I try new things, but I can't change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
[00:10.538] I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
[00:13.579] I try new things, but I can't change
[00:16.796] I pray forgiveness for my ways
[00:19.628] I wish that you would call me back
[00:22.525] But you left me in the darkness
[00:25.165] I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
[00:28.562] Left me in the darkness
[00:31.024] I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
[00:34.808]
[00:34.949] Feeling ****ed up, I cannot escape
[00:37.373] Yeah I'm on the come up, might be something great
[00:40.150] Yeah it's finally time for me to make statements
[00:43.493] But, if I'm being honest, I hate this
[00:46.425] Yeah I never wanna speak dishonestly
[00:49.206] Yeah I never thought I'd see this side of me
[00:52.355] But I've been getting wasted every night
[00:55.669] Can't bare being alive
[00:58.624]
[00:58.791] I try so hard to numb the pain
[01:01.499] You found yourself, I can't relate
[01:04.227] I sabotage, burn everything
[01:07.103] I don't want this no
[01:10.249]
[01:10.408] I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
[01:13.053] I try new things, but I can't change
[01:16.308] I pray forgiveness for my ways
[01:19.279] I wish that you would call me back
[01:22.239] But you left me in the darkness
[01:24.549] I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
[01:28.404] Left me in the darkness
[01:30.544] I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
[01:33.997]
[01:34.184] Yeah let down the ones I depend on
[01:36.677] I can't bare this I might end it all now
[01:40.202] Suicide note for everyone that I sinned on
[01:43.335] Let the water take me tonight
[01:46.179] I try so hard just to please you
[01:49.213] Sometimes I wish I could be you
[01:51.944] Normal life, yeah I want it right back
[01:55.140] And I might make this my last time now
[01:58.020]
[01:58.195] I try so hard to numb the pain
[02:00.537] You found yourself, I can't relate
[02:03.392] I sabotage, burn everything
[02:06.475] I don't want this no
[02:09.255]
[02:09.417] I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
[02:12.159] I try new things, but I can't change
[02:15.319] I pray forgiveness for my ways
[02:18.337] I wish that you would call me back
[02:21.170] But you left me in the darkness
[02:23.622] I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
[02:27.037] Left me in the darkness
[02:29.511] I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead