PTSD

歌手: Dreamville Omen Mereba Deante' Hitchcock St. Beauty • 专辑:Revenge Of The Dreamers III: Director's Cut • 发布时间:2020-01-16
作词 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexandria Rosemond/Carissa Murray/Cameron Osteen
 作曲 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexandria Rosemond/Carissa Murray/Cameron Osteen
 Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
 You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
 Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
 PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
 Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
 Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
 You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
 Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
 Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
 You said you either gon' get rich or die tryin'
 I wish I didn't have a song to write
 I know you'd probably rather me keep it light
 My mama told me faith is all that I need
 And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
 I still do, not 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
 Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
 So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
 Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
 A lot of dead n***as livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
 Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
 The power of a higher entity entered me
 Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
 **** the world, but I need you to remember me
 I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
 If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
 A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
 Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
 My life and the fame, done lost the game
 The guilt, the shame, my skin, my veins
 My soul done rained so much on my heart
 Really I don't know where to start
 The irony of finding self in the dark
 My n***a, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark
 A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light
 The realest n***a left in my own right
 Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah
 I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
 Bitter 'bout my debut, gotta say I stayed true
 Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
 Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
 Off the beaten path like Blueface
 On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
 Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
 Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
 That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
 My sister was homeless, don't visit her often
 Been years since we talked, number changed
 Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
 I can't believe when I seen you, I knew s**t was true
 Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
 Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
 Hope I run into you 'fore we both get to Heaven
 We 'ight, we 'ight
 You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
 We 'ight, we 'ight
 You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy
 Yeah, hahahaha
 We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
 I'm here with all my friends
 This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
 And the hoes
 Hahahaha, yeah
 Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
 And the hoes
 Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
 For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
 And the hoes
 (Ayy, that s**t sound tight)
 This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
 And the hoes
 Hahahaha, yeah
 Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
 And the hoes
 Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
 For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
 And the hoes
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