I wish that I could find another way
But I am not alive, already dead
So long before I
I wish you knew how I feel
About you, about you
Don't think it's sad too, sad too
Suffer I'm glad too, glad too
I'm crumbling down
I am still stuck in this town
Life of a letdown, letdown
Jumping to get down, get down
And I need some help
As for it, no chance it help
Laugh at it, after we fail
But I can't get up again
Do some more to sober up
Five-cards wants to blow me up
Falling is the best of fun
The last look at this gun
Every room in my house is a ****ing mess
I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast
Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends
Hope you know what you were missing then
I wanna write a note that makes my friends cry
Write a note that makes my friends cry
Really makes me wanna take my life
Take my life
"Hey, umm... it's me
And I don't really know how to say this
But... I don't think umm...
I'll be coming home tonight
And I just wanted to let you know that
It's not your fault and I love you a lot
Uhh... you know I've been thinking about this for a while
And I... settled on it y'know so I love you."
[00:00.00]I wish that I could find another way
[00:05.35]But I am not alive, already dead
[00:09.90]So long before I
[00:16.38]I wish you knew how I feel
[00:20.91]About you, about you
[00:23.42]Don't think it's sad too, sad too
[00:27.72]Suffer I'm glad too, glad too
[00:32.53]I'm crumbling down
[00:36.17]I am still stuck in this town
[00:40.55]Life of a letdown, letdown
[00:44.63]Jumping to get down, get down
[00:49.15]And I need some help
[00:53.41]As for it, no chance it help
[00:58.02]Laugh at it, after we fail
[01:02.17]But I can't get up again
[01:06.93]Do some more to sober up
[01:11.47]Five-cards wants to blow me up
[01:15.77]Falling is the best of fun
[01:20.33]The last look at this gun
[01:24.02]Every room in my house is a ****ing mess
[01:28.51]I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast
[01:33.08]Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends
[01:37.23]Hope you know what you were missing then
[01:40.93]I wanna write a note that makes my friends cry
[01:50.75]Write a note that makes my friends cry
[01:54.52]Really makes me wanna take my life
[01:58.11]Take my life
[01:59.78]"Hey, umm... it's me
[02:04.84]And I don't really know how to say this
[02:07.68]But... I don't think umm...
[02:10.90]I'll be coming home tonight
[02:13.05]And I just wanted to let you know that
[02:16.56]It's not your fault and I love you a lot
[02:19.49]Uhh... you know I've been thinking about this for a while
[02:26.51]And I... settled on it y'know so I love you."