作词 : SHOCKIE/Ayun郑霁芸/Dr.Free
作曲 : Jaming Beats/天才夏
混音：天才夏
Hook：$hockymic
I’m sad my days are black
I’m wack can’t feel my breath
Depressed rather get smashed
Yeah I know that
Sadness， my life a tragic
Glad now Im Back and
madness look how Im swaggin
Introspecting
Verse 1:Ayun凉芸
谁在呐喊
气息逐渐变得压抑 喘不过气
使出魄力
哪怕生命到此为止 剩这一口气
隐藏自己冷漠躯壳
没有华丽外表修饰
置于人身外的都置搁
想变得更好我们都是
手机的消息又闪了九次
没有争取少年却失去了斗志
夜晚点缀的灯光提醒自己去休息
没有黑白天的颠倒思想全部都丢去
有些事等你去学会适应去喜欢
途中的波折绕来绕去又经历几番
Tryna lay low I wan’mo
I know I been here befo
Finally I gotta go
Moving on all I hope
Hook：Dr.Free
I’m sad my days are black
I’m wack can’t feel my breath
Depressed rather get smashed
Yeah I know that
Sadness， my life a tragic
Glad now Im Back and
madness look how Im swaggin
Introspecting
Verse 2:$hockymic
Growing up I see people get away
In the end which one is gonna stay
I began to trust nobody else except myself Don't f^ck my faith
这一路上出现了太多的hater
他们敲击键盘自己在做着faker
没有人来帮我我就做个chance maker
I don't need a person stop saying those prayers
What did I do in my last few years
Now I'm soaked in my bath with tears
I ignored those brothers nearby
Nobody gimme whisper
I apologize to all you guys
Y'all were right,I was out my mind
I went too far,I said too much
The haters were right when they said I suck
I did wrong things,but the sh!t did changed
I seek my life in a different range
They put more pressures on my brain
I'm begging you,b!tch Walk on your lane
Why my days are still the same
Same actions,suffer from the pain
I ain't a scum why you gotta blame
Watch your mouth Your words are lame
Hook:$hockymic
I’m sad my days are black
I’m wack can’t feel my breath
Depressed rather get smashed
Yeah I know that
Sadness， my life a tragic
Glad now Im Back and
madness look how Im swaggin
Introspecting
Verse 3:Dr.Free
I thought that I was in Rome
turns out it's far from close
People they come and they go
no turning back and I grow
Never thought of getting 18 years old
cherish my childhood but it's already gone
brought up steady made decision so bold
alone unknown away from home
effort worth less than donation
clown’s my king, its in rotation
different paths in one location
who's wins and who need consolation
Others all envy my life
but they never see my fight
This year determines my life
fake friends can't see my inside
homies all struggle their way
repeating day after day and obey
will some be drifting away
could never challenge the fate but i pray
I transformed in the bast place
6 years with my best mates，we great
I’ve done much choosing my way
never regret since the day im made
[00:00.000] 作词 : SHOCKIE/Ayun郑霁芸/Dr.Free
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jaming Beats/天才夏
[00:14.319]混音：天才夏
[00:14.954]Hook：$hockymic
[00:15.971]I’m sad my days are black
[00:17.980]I’m wack can’t feel my breath
[00:20.000]Depressed rather get smashed
[00:22.024]Yeah I know that
[00:24.044]Sadness， my life a tragic
[00:26.315]Glad now Im Back and
[00:28.069]madness look how Im swaggin
[00:30.577]Introspecting
[00:31.594]Verse 1:Ayun凉芸
[00:32.095]谁在呐喊
[00:32.864]气息逐渐变得压抑 喘不过气
[00:35.859]使出魄力
[00:36.875]哪怕生命到此为止 剩这一口气
[00:40.153]隐藏自己冷漠躯壳
[00:42.282]没有华丽外表修饰
[00:44.304]置于人身外的都置搁
[00:46.326]想变得更好我们都是
[00:48.348]手机的消息又闪了九次
[00:51.625]没有争取少年却失去了斗志
[00:55.653]夜晚点缀的灯光提醒自己去休息
[00:59.934]没有黑白天的颠倒思想全部都丢去
[01:03.958]有些事等你去学会适应去喜欢
[01:07.482]途中的波折绕来绕去又经历几番
[01:12.515]Tryna lay low I wan’mo
[01:14.534]I know I been here befo
[01:16.305]Finally I gotta go
[01:18.577]Moving on all I hope
[01:20.098]Hook：Dr.Free
[01:20.349]I’m sad my days are black
[01:22.622]I’m wack can’t feel my breath
[01:24.650]Depressed rather get smashed
[01:26.667]Yeah I know that
[01:28.563]Sadness， my life a tragic
[01:30.835]Glad now Im Back and
[01:32.606]madness look how Im swaggin
[01:35.131]Introspecting
[01:36.148]Verse 2:$hockymic
[01:36.399]Growing up I see people get away
[01:38.494]In the end which one is gonna stay
[01:40.518]I began to trust nobody else except myself Don't f^ck my faith
[01:44.546]这一路上出现了太多的hater
[01:46.816]他们敲击键盘自己在做着faker
[01:48.839]没有人来帮我我就做个chance maker
[01:50.858]I don't need a person stop saying those prayers
[01:52.883]What did I do in my last few years
[01:54.903]Now I'm soaked in my bath with tears
[01:56.677]I ignored those brothers nearby
[01:58.696]Nobody gimme whisper
[02:00.721]I apologize to all you guys
[02:02.741]Y'all were right,I was out my mind
[02:04.763]I went too far,I said too much
[02:06.786]The haters were right when they said I suck
[02:08.806]I did wrong things,but the sh!t did changed
[02:10.830]I seek my life in a different range
[02:12.852]They put more pressures on my brain
[02:14.872]I'm begging you,b!tch Walk on your lane
[02:16.878]Why my days are still the same
[02:18.885]Same actions,suffer from the pain
[02:20.906]I ain't a scum why you gotta blame
[02:22.915]Watch your mouth Your words are lame
[02:24.558]Hook:$hockymic
[02:25.060]I’m sad my days are black
[02:27.081]I’m wack can’t feel my breath
[02:29.103]Depressed rather get smashed
[02:31.126]Yeah I know that
[02:33.148]Sadness， my life a tragic
[02:35.422]Glad now Im Back and
[02:37.191]madness look how Im swaggin
[02:39.717]Introspecting
[02:40.737]Verse 3:Dr.Free
[02:41.519]I thought that I was in Rome
[02:43.526]turns out it's far from close
[02:45.550]People they come and they go
[02:47.209]no turning back and I grow
[02:49.247]Never thought of getting 18 years old
[02:51.269]cherish my childhood but it's already gone
[02:53.541]brought up steady made decision so bold
[02:55.316]alone unknown away from home
[02:57.333]effort worth less than donation
[02:59.359]clown’s my king, its in rotation
[03:01.379]different paths in one location
[03:03.401]who's wins and who need consolation
[03:05.425]Others all envy my life
[03:07.446]but they never see my fight
[03:09.468]This year determines my life
[03:11.491]fake friends can't see my inside
[03:13.512]homies all struggle their way
[03:15.460]repeating day after day and obey
[03:17.483]will some be drifting away
[03:19.489]could never challenge the fate but i pray
[03:21.495]I transformed in the bast place
[03:23.502]6 years with my best mates，we great
[03:25.507]I’ve done much choosing my way
[03:27.513]never regret since the day im made