I was almost one of those kids
Who died before their parents
I'm bleeding through my clothes
Last night was something careless
I let someone convince me
What I believed was true
I didn't want to do it
Well maybe just a few
I didn't think it would be this bad
And I'm still afraid to talk about it
I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
And I'll medicate with cigarettes
I don't want to go outside
'Cause then everyone would see
I don't want to even move
Or else I'll start to bleed
I don't want you to enable me
I don't want to live in fear
I don't even want to be alive
What am I doing here
I didn't think it would be this bad
And I'm still afraid to talk about it
I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
And I'll medicate with cigarettes
You know I couldn't do it
Even when I tried
Why would you waste your money
Why would you waste your time
And yet I'm still alive
And I guess I want to be
I'm just tired of this feeling
I'm lost in my disease
I didn't think it would be this bad
And I'm still afraid to talk about it
I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
And I'll medicate with cigarettes
[00:00.699]I was almost one of those kids
[00:03.208]Who died before their parents
[00:06.447]I'm bleeding through my clothes
[00:09.197]Last night was something careless
[00:12.217]
[00:12.449]I let someone convince me
[00:15.199]What I believed was true
[00:18.208]I didn't want to do it
[00:21.145]Well maybe just a few
[00:23.648]
[00:23.893]I didn't think it would be this bad
[00:26.915]And I'm still afraid to talk about it
[00:29.656]I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
[00:32.402]And I'll medicate with cigarettes
[00:38.653]
[00:47.364]I don't want to go outside
[00:50.109]'Cause then everyone would see
[00:53.121]I don't want to even move
[00:56.129]Or else I'll start to bleed
[00:58.870]
[00:59.114]I don't want you to enable me
[01:01.862]I don't want to live in fear
[01:04.872]I don't even want to be alive
[01:08.112]What am I doing here
[01:10.853]
[01:11.364]I didn't think it would be this bad
[01:13.603]And I'm still afraid to talk about it
[01:16.619]I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
[01:19.360]And I'll medicate with cigarettes
[01:22.861]
[01:34.383]You know I couldn't do it
[01:37.124]Even when I tried
[01:40.109]Why would you waste your money
[01:43.126]Why would you waste your time
[01:45.621]
[01:46.122]And yet I'm still alive
[01:48.862]And I guess I want to be
[01:51.879]I'm just tired of this feeling
[01:54.610]I'm lost in my disease
[01:57.372]
[01:57.872]I didn't think it would be this bad
[02:00.612]And I'm still afraid to talk about it
[02:03.363]I'll blame the stains on the strawberries
[02:06.367]And I'll medicate with cigarettes