Feelin' like the old me, you heard?
When I was hungry for this shit, man
Still hungry too, uh
(Ayy, Benjamin, he got benjamins)
Uh
I'm back to my habits, back to my ways
Back to puttin' that 'yac to my face
Back to dumpin' these ashes and trays
Back to who I was back in the days
Back to the grain, can't believe I actually changed
Talked about gettin' rich, now I'm actually paid
Swerved a little, got off track, now I'm back in my lane
Life is good, yeah, but I always relapse to that pain
Mental health is a stain, them thoughts in the back of my brain
Man, **** love, them bitches ain't deserve the love that I gave
But when I ****ed, I always made sure they actually came
Went from trappin' to fame, crazy, now I'm trapped in the fame
And I be switchin' bitches like I switch hats, it's a shame
With this game, either you lack or you gain, or both
'Cause I just made a rack and blew that on a chain
But I'm self-made, back in the booth, back on that stage
And when you independent, rap pays, no cap, man
And I got a hundred demons in my rearview
But the money up ahead and it's a clear view
If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you
'Cause where I'm from, that type of shit will kill you
Uh, three in the mornin', sippin' this Henny
Thankin' God for these M's, came from a pocket of pennies
Haters talkin' that shit, that's the devil just tryna get me
I'm a livin' legend, man, I swear to God
That lil' homie doin' seven, he was pitchin' hard
But he gotta take that L 'cause he ain't snitchin', nah
This lifestyle got me hooked just like a fishin' rod
Call me a bitch all you want, just know that bitch in charge
Tell all these small money niggas I'm really livin' large
Just know I keep the 40 on me, ain't gotta sent a squad
I be doly most of the time, 'cause bitch, I live with heart
But when they killed my brother, it ripped my shit apart
I buy this ice so I can shine 'cause my heart is dark
I'm a dog and you a dog, but I bite, you bark
And I got a hundred demons in my rearview
But the money up ahead and it's a clear view
If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you
'Cause where I'm from, that type of shit will kill you
And your life can change long as you still you
And when they throwin' bricks, just let it build you
If they movin' funny, don't let 'em near you
[00:00.0][Intro]
[00:03.99]Feelin' like the old me, you heard?
[00:07.59]When I was hungry for this shit, man
[00:09.54]Still hungry too, uh
[00:11.13](Ayy, Benjamin, he got benjamins)
[00:12.38]Uh
[00:12.68][Verse 1]
[00:13.9]I'm back to my habits, back to my ways
[00:15.83]Back to puttin' that 'yac to my face
[00:17.65]Back to dumpin' these ashes and trays
[00:21.8]Back to who I was back in the days
[00:22.4]Back to the grain, can't believe I actually changed
[00:24.68]Talked about gettin' rich, now I'm actually paid
[00:27.46]Swerved a little, got off track, now I'm back in my lane
[00:30.80]Life is good, yeah, but I always relapse to that pain
[00:33.91]Mental health is a stain, them thoughts in the back of my brain
[00:36.98]Man, **** love, them bitches ain't deserve the love that I gave
[00:39.91]But when I ****ed, I always made sure they actually came
[00:42.80]Went from trappin' to fame, crazy, now I'm trapped in the fame
[00:45.95]And I be switchin' bitches like I switch hats, it's a shame
[00:49.7]With this game, either you lack or you gain, or both
[00:52.25]'Cause I just made a rack and blew that on a chain
[00:55.20]But I'm self-made, back in the booth, back on that stage
[00:58.29]And when you independent, rap pays, no cap, man
[01:01.28][Chorus]
[01:01.75]And I got a hundred demons in my rearview
[01:04.99]But the money up ahead and it's a clear view
[01:08.1]If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you
[01:11.1]'Cause where I'm from, that type of shit will kill you
[01:13.86][Verse 2]
[01:14.47]Uh, three in the mornin', sippin' this Henny
[01:16.92]Thankin' God for these M's, came from a pocket of pennies
[01:19.74]Haters talkin' that shit, that's the devil just tryna get me
[01:26.18]I'm a livin' legend, man, I swear to God
[01:29.37]That lil' homie doin' seven, he was pitchin' hard
[01:32.17]But he gotta take that L 'cause he ain't snitchin', nah
[01:35.64]This lifestyle got me hooked just like a fishin' rod
[01:38.85]Call me a bitch all you want, just know that bitch in charge
[01:41.53]Tell all these small money niggas I'm really livin' large
[01:44.45]Just know I keep the 40 on me, ain't gotta sent a squad
[01:47.53]I be doly most of the time, 'cause bitch, I live with heart
[01:50.77]But when they killed my brother, it ripped my shit apart
[01:53.83]I buy this ice so I can shine 'cause my heart is dark
[01:59.60]I'm a dog and you a dog, but I bite, you bark
[02:02.10][Chorus]
[02:02.55]And I got a hundred demons in my rearview
[02:05.89]But the money up ahead and it's a clear view
[02:09.20]If you ain't loyal like I'm loyal, I don't feel you
[02:12.1]'Cause where I'm from, that type of shit will kill you
[02:15.35]And your life can change long as you still you
[02:18.38]And when they throwin' bricks, just let it build you
[02:21.92]If they movin' funny, don't let 'em near you