(I don't know if I'm gonna make it
I swallow my pride like the-)
All these mood swings might break me
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
Scared I won't survive
I been losing sleep now
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
I don't know whats going on nah
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
When my mind goes, I go psycho
I won't lie, I been searching for something in the dark days
Demons coming closer
I try to find myself, I been looking for some closure
How many times can I try?
How many times will I fall again?
I don't wanna make no one cry
Been hurting myself way too much
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
Swear all my life been too complacent
Just wanna be happier
All these mood swings might break me
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
Scared I won't survive
I been losing sleep now
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
I don't know whats going on nah
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17
There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me
I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free
Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D
I made a 7 figure salary at 23
Still feel like an underdog because the game don't notice me
That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that's lost time
Cause views and interactions never equal a like
You know the pain goes on and on and I still hate myself
Relationships fall apart, would never date myself
And I been wastin' all my time on people that don't give me nothing
But all ask for something
Nirvana tatted on my arm
"Don't Panic" tatted on my wrist
I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did
But they're never gonna learn it, I been workin' since a kid
'Little Revive' blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
Swear all my life been too complacent
Just wanna be happier
All these mood swings might break me
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
Scared I won't survive
I been losing sleep now
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
I don't know whats going on nah
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
[00:05.00](I don't know if I'm gonna make it
[00:08.88]I swallow my pride like the-)
[00:09.74]All these mood swings might break me
[00:13.46]I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
[00:17.32]Scared I won't survive
[00:20.08]I been losing sleep now
[00:22.26]Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
[00:25.04]I don't know whats going on nah
[00:27.83]Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
[00:30.70]Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
[00:33.59]When my mind goes, I go psycho
[00:36.44]I won't lie, I been searching for something in the dark days
[00:40.70]Demons coming closer
[00:42.12]I try to find myself, I been looking for some closure
[00:44.91]How many times can I try?
[00:47.71]How many times will I fall again?
[00:51.00]I don't wanna make no one cry
[00:53.33]Been hurting myself way too much
[00:56.56]I don't know if I'm gonna make it
[00:59.74]I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
[01:02.57]Swear all my life been too complacent
[01:05.38]Just wanna be happier
[01:07.53]All these mood swings might break me
[01:10.38]I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
[01:14.75]Scared I won't survive
[01:16.79]I been losing sleep now
[01:19.12]Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
[01:21.93]I don't know whats going on nah
[01:24.99]Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
[01:27.70]Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
[01:31.01]Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17
[01:33.29]There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me
[01:35.94]I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free
[01:38.68]Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D
[01:41.85]I made a 7 figure salary at 23
[01:44.70]Still feel like an underdog because the game don't notice me
[01:47.01]That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that's lost time
[01:50.46]Cause views and interactions never equal a like
[01:53.19]You know the pain goes on and on and I still hate myself
[01:56.04]Relationships fall apart, would never date myself
[01:58.63]And I been wastin' all my time on people that don't give me nothing
[02:03.43]But all ask for something
[02:05.32]Nirvana tatted on my arm
[02:06.66]"Don't Panic" tatted on my wrist
[02:08.46]I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did
[02:11.09]But they're never gonna learn it, I been workin' since a kid
[02:13.94]'Little Revive' blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist
[02:16.37]I don't know if I'm gonna make it
[02:19.96]I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
[02:22.68]Swear all my life been too complacent
[02:25.30]Just wanna be happier
[02:27.47]All these mood swings might break me
[02:30.43]I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
[02:34.78]Scared I won't survive
[02:36.92]I been losing sleep now
[02:39.20]Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
[02:42.06]I don't know whats going on nah
[02:44.93]Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
[02:47.92]Take my time, I'll try when I fall back