作词 : Ryan Oakes
作曲 : Ryan Oakes
I think it’s long overdue for me to start with a flex
I had a really bad month but got a couple of checks
Totaled to 17,000 it wasn’t the best month that I’ve
Had this year but I’ll do better the next
These labels hit me up like they were down to invest
I said I’ll break your bank and they were looking perplexed
You get a buzz and they all start biting like insects
There ain’t a number they can throw that’s leaving me impressed
Manifested it and I did it on my own
Brought the day ones with me I was keeping them afloat
Saw something special I knew they were gonna blow
Now it’s like incest how they be ****in with the bros
Like woah, that’s way too far let’s slow down
The hometown is slowly becoming a ghost town
The lowdown is they wouldn’t be there to hold down
When I broke down so now when I see them I throw down
I prayed
Every single night that I would get my break
Staying up late never took no breaks,
Feeling like I been running stuck in place
Every right turn there was ten mistakes
I knew that whatever this shit takes
Never look back way too much is at stake
They looking at me like I’m digging my grave
As long as I’m alive I ain’t gonna play safe
My heart froze over all I feel Is dread
I’m growing colder hanging by a thread
I try to fight it all I see is red
The truth is blinding they left me for dead
I think it’s long overdue for me to quit being modest
I been a vet inside a game where they treat me like a novice
Man ya’ll done taxed your worth I’m here to give you an audit
You’ll get a cold shoulder while I’m becoming the hottest
I never broken a promise so when I said I’ma blow
I ain’t doubt it for a second it’s just something I know
The same people that were hating on me ages ago
All peaked back in high school and now they in a plateau
While I grow with no limits no caps no peaks
Used to run from it now I embrace my freak of
Nature self when I be rapping up beats
Need a world record for the most kill streaks I’m weak
People text me knowing we don’t speak
Wanting in now cuz they know they’ve peaked
They see me glowing up and their futures bleak
I been playing hide and seek cuz I
Cried
While they all stabbed my back when they lied
Giving me thoughts to pull suicide
I ain’t have nobody there by my side
While I’m sitting thinking of taking my own
Life
All I had left to do was just try
Everyone doubted I would confide
Inside of myself my heart was my guide
Look at me now bitch I’m doing just fine
My heart froze over all I feel Is dread
I’m growing colder hanging by a thread
I try to fight it all I see is red,
The truth is blinding they left me for dead
[00:00.00] 作词 : Ryan Oakes
[00:00.00] 作曲 : Ryan Oakes
[00:00.00]I think it’s long overdue for me to start with a flex
[00:02.58]I had a really bad month but got a couple of checks
[00:05.10]Totaled to 17,000 it wasn’t the best month that I’ve
[00:08.31]Had this year but I’ll do better the next
[00:10.15]These labels hit me up like they were down to invest
[00:12.72]I said I’ll break your bank and they were looking perplexed
[00:15.24]You get a buzz and they all start biting like insects
[00:17.84]There ain’t a number they can throw that’s leaving me impressed
[00:20.37]Manifested it and I did it on my own
[00:22.68]Brought the day ones with me I was keeping them afloat
[00:25.32]Saw something special I knew they were gonna blow
[00:27.81]Now it’s like incest how they be ****in with the bros
[00:30.40]Like woah, that’s way too far let’s slow down
[00:33.00]The hometown is slowly becoming a ghost town
[00:35.59]The lowdown is they wouldn’t be there to hold down
[00:38.25]When I broke down so now when I see them I throw down
[00:40.75]I prayed
[00:42.50]Every single night that I would get my break
[00:45.34]Staying up late never took no breaks,
[00:47.80]Feeling like I been running stuck in place
[00:50.40]Every right turn there was ten mistakes
[00:52.92]I knew that whatever this shit takes
[00:55.51]Never look back way too much is at stake
[00:58.07]They looking at me like I’m digging my grave
[01:00.67]As long as I’m alive I ain’t gonna play safe
[01:03.22]My heart froze over all I feel Is dread
[01:05.77]I’m growing colder hanging by a thread
[01:08.36]I try to fight it all I see is red
[01:10.92]The truth is blinding they left me for dead
[01:13.56]I think it’s long overdue for me to quit being modest
[01:16.27]I been a vet inside a game where they treat me like a novice
[01:18.91]Man ya’ll done taxed your worth I’m here to give you an audit
[01:21.61]You’ll get a cold shoulder while I’m becoming the hottest
[01:24.08]I never broken a promise so when I said I’ma blow
[01:26.69]I ain’t doubt it for a second it’s just something I know
[01:29.28]The same people that were hating on me ages ago
[01:31.95]All peaked back in high school and now they in a plateau
[01:34.50]While I grow with no limits no caps no peaks
[01:37.33]Used to run from it now I embrace my freak of
[01:39.63]Nature self when I be rapping up beats
[01:42.27]Need a world record for the most kill streaks I’m weak
[01:44.82]People text me knowing we don’t speak
[01:47.38]Wanting in now cuz they know they’ve peaked
[01:49.97]They see me glowing up and their futures bleak
[01:52.53]I been playing hide and seek cuz I
[01:54.40]Cried
[01:56.12]While they all stabbed my back when they lied
[01:58.75]Giving me thoughts to pull suicide
[02:01.38]I ain’t have nobody there by my side
[02:03.95]While I’m sitting thinking of taking my own
[02:06.40]Life
[02:07.87]All I had left to do was just try
[02:10.49]Everyone doubted I would confide
[02:13.06]Inside of myself my heart was my guide
[02:15.68]Look at me now bitch I’m doing just fine
[02:18.23]My heart froze over all I feel Is dread
[02:20.78]I’m growing colder hanging by a thread
[02:23.36]I try to fight it all I see is red,
[02:25.96]The truth is blinding they left me for dead