My anxiety's not helping me forget you
But I guess I really don't want to
And well I'm trying to figure out what I should text
Have to remind myself that I've already lost you
I know sobriety would probably be a good call
Been breaking down my body like it's drywall
But you've been flying through my mind like a baseball
So I've been running through what I would say if you call
I never meant to hurt you
I just had a lot I had to go through
Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
But I guess I really don't want to
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
Though honestly I really don't want to
Rolled up in a spot the other night
Let my crew back on a tour to try to make this shit alright
Yeah I showed up at your door had my bag and I was begging
And I know that you weren't having none of it I understand it
I certainly do not deserve another f**king second
But when you hit me up and said we're done my plane already landed
Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you no crying
But I f**king miss you there ain't no point in lying
God d**n
I never meant to hurt you
I just had a lot I had to go through
Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
But I guess I really don't want to
It's been a war making peace with my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He got something up his sleeve though
He ain't ever letting me go
Trying to murder my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He fasten me a new halo
He ain't ever letting me go
It's been a war making peace with my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He got something up his sleeve though
He ain't ever letting me go
Trying to murder my ego
Just when I think that I'm free though
He fasten me a new halo
He ain't ever letting me go
He ain't ever letting me go
[00:11.07]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[00:16.16]But I guess I really don't want to
[00:19.22]And well I'm trying to figure out what I should text
[00:22.35]Have to remind myself that I've already lost you
[00:25.51]I know sobriety would probably be a good call
[00:29.13]Been breaking down my body like it's drywall
[00:31.87]But you've been flying through my mind like a baseball
[00:34.98]So I've been running through what I would say if you call
[00:39.42]I never meant to hurt you
[00:42.12]I just had a lot I had to go through
[00:44.79]Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you
[00:48.04]Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
[00:51.40]Switching up the layout of my bedroom
[00:54.50]So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
[00:57.62]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[01:00.67]But I guess I really don't want to
[01:04.31]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[01:15.02]Though honestly I really don't want to
[01:17.86]Rolled up in a spot the other night
[01:19.78]Let my crew back on a tour to try to make this shit alright
[01:22.98]Yeah I showed up at your door had my bag and I was begging
[01:26.28]And I know that you weren't having none of it I understand it
[01:29.52]I certainly do not deserve another f**king second
[01:32.74]But when you hit me up and said we're done my plane already landed
[01:36.12]Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you no crying
[01:39.21]But I f**king miss you there ain't no point in lying
[01:42.06]God d**n
[01:42.72]I never meant to hurt you
[01:45.71]I just had a lot I had to go through
[01:48.37]Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you
[01:51.61]Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
[01:54.97]Switching up the layout of my bedroom
[01:58.07]So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
[02:01.19]My anxiety's not helping me forget you
[02:04.26]But I guess I really don't want to
[02:07.80]It's been a war making peace with my ego
[02:09.86]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:11.48]He got something up his sleeve though
[02:13.10]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:14.57]Trying to murder my ego
[02:16.23]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:17.86]He fasten me a new halo
[02:19.47]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:20.56]It's been a war making peace with my ego
[02:22.56]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:24.14]He got something up his sleeve though
[02:25.78]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:27.13]Trying to murder my ego
[02:28.90]Just when I think that I'm free though
[02:30.52]He fasten me a new halo
[02:32.08]He ain't ever letting me go
[02:38.54]He ain't ever letting me go