Perfect, it's what I strive for
Hide all of the bad
The evidence of before
I gotta hide from you
From everybody (From you)
Automatic since I was young
Had to be a parent
Cause my parents weren't enough
I've been conditioned to be sad
Too fake it all, to stay mad
So look at my house
Look at my car
Look at my smile
Isn't it nice
Isn't it deceiving
Look my job, making these songs
You think I'd be happy but I'm not
Isn't so nice
Isn't it deceiving
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that I'm fine
I don't want you to see this
Sorry for any hurt that I have caused
Pain is in my blood
It travels right through my heart
That's why I'm faded all the time
And I'm always changing my damn mind
Shit, I didn't mean to open up
Forget words and picture me as enough
Cause if I'm crying or upset
I'm scared you'll leave me
Like all the rest
So look at my house
Look at my car
Look at my smile
Isn't it nice
Isn't it deceiving
Look my job, making these songs
You think I'd be happy but I'm not
Isn't so nice
Isn't it deceiving
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I don't want you to see this
It's me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that I'm fine (Pretend that I'm fine)
I don't want you to see this
I don't want you to see this, see this
I don't want you to see this, see this
(I don't want you to see this)
(I don't want you to see this)
[00:12.425] Perfect, it's what I strive for
[00:14.903] Hide all of the bad
[00:16.227] The evidence of before
[00:17.845] I gotta hide from you
[00:20.479] From everybody (From you)
[00:24.236] Automatic since I was young
[00:26.808] Had to be a parent
[00:28.076] Cause my parents weren't enough
[00:29.721] I've been conditioned to be sad
[00:32.583] Too fake it all, to stay mad
[00:35.007] So look at my house
[00:36.509] Look at my car
[00:38.015] Look at my smile
[00:40.906] Isn't it nice
[00:43.990] Isn't it deceiving
[00:47.268] Look my job, making these songs
[00:50.069] You think I'd be happy but I'm not
[00:53.143] Isn't so nice
[00:56.112] Isn't it deceiving
[00:58.239] I don't want you to see this
[01:01.237] It's me falling to pieces
[01:04.306] Close your eyes
[01:07.255] Focus on my lies
[01:10.407] I don't want you to see this
[01:13.422] It's me falling to pieces
[01:16.306] Close your eyes
[01:19.271] Pretend that I'm fine
[01:22.205] I don't want you to see this
[01:24.080] Sorry for any hurt that I have caused
[01:26.766] Pain is in my blood
[01:28.244] It travels right through my heart
[01:29.617] That's why I'm faded all the time
[01:32.476] And I'm always changing my damn mind
[01:36.230] Shit, I didn't mean to open up
[01:38.758] Forget words and picture me as enough
[01:41.641] Cause if I'm crying or upset
[01:44.185] I'm scared you'll leave me
[01:45.817] Like all the rest
[01:47.082] So look at my house
[01:48.520] Look at my car
[01:50.099] Look at my smile
[01:53.046] Isn't it nice
[01:56.083] Isn't it deceiving
[01:59.104] Look my job, making these songs
[02:02.110] You think I'd be happy but I'm not
[02:04.983] Isn't so nice
[02:08.038] Isn't it deceiving
[02:10.151] I don't want you to see this
[02:13.128] It's me falling to pieces
[02:16.229] Close your eyes
[02:19.269] Focus on my lies
[02:22.197] I don't want you to see this
[02:25.397] It's me falling to pieces
[02:28.352] Close your eyes
[02:31.134] Pretend that I'm fine (Pretend that I'm fine)
[02:34.291] I don't want you to see this
[02:36.188] I don't want you to see this, see this
[02:42.143] I don't want you to see this, see this
[03:03.816] (I don't want you to see this)
[03:08.229] (I don't want you to see this)