Exactly

I am awake 
Finally unafraid 
My dues are paid 
Gone are the days 
I displayed 
No rhyme because good times could go too quickly 
No reason pleased only by love 
No understanding of this human species 
But where 
I was Begged a why with no because 
And I’m exactly what 
I used to be afraid 
I’d become 
And I’m exactly where 
I used to be afraid 
I’d belong 
I feel like 
I reflect as if 
I’ve entered yesteryear 
When just yesterday 
I appeared to be 
Somebody with no fears 
Of ever growing up 
I loved being stuck 
Sometimes 
I wish I was there 
Life's not over 
Its finally mine to own 
My fears of the fall are gone 
I had no idea 
Still just me now 
Anticipation of the worst was simply wrong 
And I belong

I am awake 
Finally unafraid 
My dues are paid 
Gone are the days 
I displayed 
No rhyme because good times could go too quickly 
No reason pleased only by love 
No understanding of this human species 
But where 
I was Begged a why with no because 
And I’m exactly what 
I used to be afraid 
I’d become 
And I’m exactly where 
I used to be afraid 
I’d belong 
I feel like 
I reflect as if 
I’ve entered yesteryear 
When just yesterday 
I appeared to be 
Somebody with no fears 
Of ever growing up 
I loved being stuck 
Sometimes 
I wish I was there 
Life's not over 
Its finally mine to own 
My fears of the fall are gone 
I had no idea 
Still just me now 
Anticipation of the worst was simply wrong 
And I belong