作词 : Ashanti Mutinta/SurgeryHead
作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta/SurgeryHead
My mind’s stuck in a torture chamber, it’s locked and dangered
Coats and hangers, ropes that dangle for all to witness
When I was young I never thought I would call it quits and
And now I’m old and I want it all, so lord forgive me
It takes me back to my little helium tank
I bought the shit and I laughed, motion sickness from gas
I’m coughing blotchy, almost drop my knees to the bath
Puking blood all the way from North Rhodesia and back and I
I should have left a note
'Cause if life is what you make of it, I'm going for the do or die approach
I just took some Fireball with some shit that I don’t know
Should have took some Tylenol and maybe supersized it all
Maybe then I would feel something
Look in the mirror, it’s telling me I should kill something
So in the midst, how I can’t handle how I'm feeling
Try to jump, but I always land by hanging from a ceiling
And my therapist told me try happy thoughts in the midst of it
So I did it with alcohol and some pill poppin’
It’s the life of the vagabond, when shit doesn’t matter y’all
Trying some Adderall, I don’t feel nothing
In the silence, hear the screams of the banshee
Hear the demons that haunt, that puppeteer in my thoughts
The Cavalier in my conscience rides on a Pale Horse
Don’t know what to do but just stay woke
So **** ‘em
[00:00.000] 作词 : Ashanti Mutinta/SurgeryHead
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta/SurgeryHead
[00:29.615] My mind’s stuck in a torture chamber, it’s locked and dangered
[00:33.342] Coats and hangers, ropes that dangle for all to witness
[00:37.119] When I was young I never thought I would call it quits and
[00:40.920] And now I’m old and I want it all, so lord forgive me
[00:44.364] It takes me back to my little helium tank
[00:47.646] I bought the shit and I laughed, motion sickness from gas
[00:51.439] I’m coughing blotchy, almost drop my knees to the bath
[00:55.054] Puking blood all the way from North Rhodesia and back and I
[00:59.060] I should have left a note
[01:01.578] 'Cause if life is what you make of it, I'm going for the do or die approach
[01:06.059] I just took some Fireball with some shit that I don’t know
[01:09.604] Should have took some Tylenol and maybe supersized it all
[01:15.681] Maybe then I would feel something
[01:17.646] Look in the mirror, it’s telling me I should kill something
[01:21.365] So in the midst, how I can’t handle how I'm feeling
[01:24.640] Try to jump, but I always land by hanging from a ceiling
[01:28.304] And my therapist told me try happy thoughts in the midst of it
[01:32.298] So I did it with alcohol and some pill poppin’
[01:36.258] It’s the life of the vagabond, when shit doesn’t matter y’all
[01:40.316] Trying some Adderall, I don’t feel nothing
[01:44.175] In the silence, hear the screams of the banshee
[01:47.048] Hear the demons that haunt, that puppeteer in my thoughts
[01:50.513] The Cavalier in my conscience rides on a Pale Horse
[01:53.981] Don’t know what to do but just stay woke
[01:57.709] So **** ‘em