作词 : ILqnz
作曲 : MONJOE/ILqnz
Never imagined that
My cozy dark room will be taken away like this
Never imagined that
My sister would set me free like this
I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone
I see her courage praised ornately
But all I remembered was that
She was a ruler of my mind
She was a ruler of my mind
All her restrictions that I followed even after she left
Weren’t the worst part
It was her diary that showed
Her life going by as if I wasn’t there
The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
I will never understand what they think
This is my first ever move
And I just wanna break everything
Since I read her words
“You are free” what does that even mean?
My afterlife has begun
The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
[00:00.00] 作词 : ILqnz
[00:01.00] 作曲 : MONJOE/ILqnz
[00:06.74]Never imagined that
[00:12.12]My cozy dark room will be taken away like this
[00:26.65]Never imagined that
[00:32.20]My sister would set me free like this
[00:46.15]I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone
[00:55.74]I see her courage praised ornately
[01:05.65]But all I remembered was that
[01:09.30]She was a ruler of my mind
[01:15.34]She was a ruler of my mind
[01:28.30]All her restrictions that I followed even after she left
[01:40.71]Weren’t the worst part
[01:48.95]It was her diary that showed
[01:57.54]Her life going by as if I wasn’t there
[02:07.27]The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
[02:16.98]Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it
[02:26.35]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
[02:36.19]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
[02:46.17]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
[02:55.94]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
[03:06.47]I will never understand what they think
[03:11.31]This is my first ever move
[03:14.63]And I just wanna break everything
[03:17.97]Since I read her words
[03:20.51]“You are free” what does that even mean?
[03:26.10]My afterlife has begun
[03:31.16]The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene
[03:41.11]Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it
[03:50.42]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
[04:00.31]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart
[04:10.22]I just realized all my life I never learned to cry
[04:20.00]I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart