I just want to feel alive
And love myself
From the in and the outside'
Cause every time
That I start to feel whole
I knock myself on the ground
Because it's all that
I've known
Just like the streets
Burn a hole through your shoe
My soul has been worn out too
I'm 25 and
I still don't fit in
Directionless, like a blind man painting
Mother, I'm so sorry
I can't go on like this
The lifeboats are leaving
With or without me
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself
What's the point of being alive
If all I want is out
So I thought that it only feels right
To make the seizures they danger my mind
Lay late at night on the black and blue moons
I question the reasons that
I self-abuse
I'm so pathetic, it makes me sick
I'm a fingerless pianist
I see reflections,
I clench my fists
I'm a violin without the strings
Mother, I'm so sorry
I can't go on like this
The lifeboats are leaving
With or without me
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself
What's the point of being alive
If all I want is out
There is no love, there's only this
Just lust and lies and selfishness
A black hole where the sun once was
I'm never falling back in love'
Cause it has never been enough
This is that pity
Of playing once with love
Now that I've become a man
The feeling's grown
The therapy and through the pills
I can't let go
But what about the ******' fact
I'm still alone
What do you do when you got nothing left?
I throw it in the ocean
I and have to sit
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
What do you do when you got nothing left?
I throw it in the ocean,
I and have to sit
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
Mother, I'm so sorry
I can't go on like this
The lifeboats are leaving
With or without me
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself
What's the point of being alive
If all I want is out
🎵 LRC歌词版本
[00:00.00] I just want to feel alive
[00:15.72]And love myself
[00:16.68]From the in and the outside'
[00:18.78]Cause every time
[00:19.80]That I start to feel whole
[00:21.15]I knock myself on the ground
[00:22.74]Because it's all that
[00:23.73]I've known
[00:24.69]Just like the streets
[00:25.89]Burn a hole through your shoe
[00:27.63]My soul has been worn out too
[00:32.97]I'm 25 and
[00:33.63]I still don't fit in
[00:35.82]Directionless, like a blind man painting
[00:38.85]Mother, I'm so sorry
[00:42.06]I can't go on like this
[00:45.03]The lifeboats are leaving
[00:47.79]With or without me
[00:51.24]What's the point of falling in love?
[00:54.42]If I don't love myself
[00:57.30]What's the point of being alive
[01:00.00]If all I want is out
[01:03.48]So I thought that it only feels right
[01:06.48]To make the seizures they danger my mind
[01:09.24]Lay late at night on the black and blue moons
[01:12.21]I question the reasons that
[01:14.10]I self-abuse
[01:15.72]I'm so pathetic, it makes me sick
[01:19.11]I'm a fingerless pianist
[01:23.43]I see reflections,
[01:24.93]I clench my fists
[01:26.79]I'm a violin without the strings
[01:31.14]Mother, I'm so sorry
[01:34.29]I can't go on like this
[01:37.35]The lifeboats are leaving
[01:40.05]With or without me
[01:43.59]What's the point of falling in love?
[01:46.68]If I don't love myself
[01:49.68]What's the point of being alive
[01:52.50]If all I want is out
[01:56.67]There is no love, there's only this
[02:02.79]Just lust and lies and selfishness
[02:08.97]A black hole where the sun once was
[02:15.12]I'm never falling back in love'
[02:20.19]Cause it has never been enough
[02:23.46]This is that pity
[02:24.48]Of playing once with love
[02:26.37]Now that I've become a man
[02:28.02]The feeling's grown
[02:29.25]The therapy and through the pills
[02:31.11]I can't let go
[02:32.19]But what about the ******' fact
[02:34.23]I'm still alone
[02:35.64]What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:41.52]I throw it in the ocean
[02:42.96]I and have to sit
[02:44.55]Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
[02:47.79]What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:53.85]I throw it in the ocean,
[02:55.23]I and have to sit
[02:56.97]Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
[03:01.89]Mother, I'm so sorry
[03:05.10]I can't go on like this
[03:08.13]The lifeboats are leaving
[03:10.77]With or without me
[03:14.28]What's the point of falling in love?
[03:17.46]If I don't love myself
[03:20.37]What's the point of being alive
[03:22.95]If all I want is out
I just want to feel alive
And love myself
From the in and the outside'
Cause every time
That I start to feel whole
I knock myself on the ground
Because it's all that
I've known
Just like the streets
Burn a hole through your shoe
My soul has been worn out too
I'm 25 and
I still don't fit in
Directionless, like a blind man painting
Mother, I'm so sorry
I can't go on like this
The lifeboats are leaving
With or without me
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself
What's the point of being alive
If all I want is out
So I thought that it only feels right
To make the seizures they danger my mind
Lay late at night on the black and blue moons
I question the reasons that
I self-abuse
I'm so pathetic, it makes me sick
I'm a fingerless pianist
I see reflections,
I clench my fists
I'm a violin without the strings
Mother, I'm so sorry
I can't go on like this
The lifeboats are leaving
With or without me
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself
What's the point of being alive
If all I want is out
There is no love, there's only this
Just lust and lies and selfishness
A black hole where the sun once was
I'm never falling back in love'
Cause it has never been enough
This is that pity
Of playing once with love
Now that I've become a man
The feeling's grown
The therapy and through the pills
I can't let go
But what about the ******' fact
I'm still alone
What do you do when you got nothing left?
I throw it in the ocean
I and have to sit
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
What do you do when you got nothing left?
I throw it in the ocean,
I and have to sit
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
Mother, I'm so sorry
I can't go on like this
The lifeboats are leaving
With or without me
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself
What's the point of being alive
If all I want is out
🎵 LRC歌词版本
[00:00.00] I just want to feel alive
[00:15.72]And love myself
[00:16.68]From the in and the outside'
[00:18.78]Cause every time
[00:19.80]That I start to feel whole
[00:21.15]I knock myself on the ground
[00:22.74]Because it's all that
[00:23.73]I've known
[00:24.69]Just like the streets
[00:25.89]Burn a hole through your shoe
[00:27.63]My soul has been worn out too
[00:32.97]I'm 25 and
[00:33.63]I still don't fit in
[00:35.82]Directionless, like a blind man painting
[00:38.85]Mother, I'm so sorry
[00:42.06]I can't go on like this
[00:45.03]The lifeboats are leaving
[00:47.79]With or without me
[00:51.24]What's the point of falling in love?
[00:54.42]If I don't love myself
[00:57.30]What's the point of being alive
[01:00.00]If all I want is out
[01:03.48]So I thought that it only feels right
[01:06.48]To make the seizures they danger my mind
[01:09.24]Lay late at night on the black and blue moons
[01:12.21]I question the reasons that
[01:14.10]I self-abuse
[01:15.72]I'm so pathetic, it makes me sick
[01:19.11]I'm a fingerless pianist
[01:23.43]I see reflections,
[01:24.93]I clench my fists
[01:26.79]I'm a violin without the strings
[01:31.14]Mother, I'm so sorry
[01:34.29]I can't go on like this
[01:37.35]The lifeboats are leaving
[01:40.05]With or without me
[01:43.59]What's the point of falling in love?
[01:46.68]If I don't love myself
[01:49.68]What's the point of being alive
[01:52.50]If all I want is out
[01:56.67]There is no love, there's only this
[02:02.79]Just lust and lies and selfishness
[02:08.97]A black hole where the sun once was
[02:15.12]I'm never falling back in love'
[02:20.19]Cause it has never been enough
[02:23.46]This is that pity
[02:24.48]Of playing once with love
[02:26.37]Now that I've become a man
[02:28.02]The feeling's grown
[02:29.25]The therapy and through the pills
[02:31.11]I can't let go
[02:32.19]But what about the ******' fact
[02:34.23]I'm still alone
[02:35.64]What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:41.52]I throw it in the ocean
[02:42.96]I and have to sit
[02:44.55]Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
[02:47.79]What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:53.85]I throw it in the ocean,
[02:55.23]I and have to sit
[02:56.97]Waiting on a nameless rescue ship
[03:01.89]Mother, I'm so sorry
[03:05.10]I can't go on like this
[03:08.13]The lifeboats are leaving
[03:10.77]With or without me
[03:14.28]What's the point of falling in love?
[03:17.46]If I don't love myself
[03:20.37]What's the point of being alive
[03:22.95]If all I want is out
Calling all cars we've got another victim
Cause my love has become an affliction
What did you expect from me
What did you expect from me
I'm sorry but...
I've gotta start livin'
Cause my life's passing me by
I'm a wreck,
I'm unraveling
You're in the front row as
I'm struggling
Imperfect lines
I tried to...
I waited for the light to come
To change my life, to change my life
But I am blind, my faith is gone
I'm finding out the good book was wrong
And I mus...
Just like the lady in the blue dress
You've got cigarettes on your breath
I'll put a little sour in your sweet
You've got so much ****ing tongue in ch...
...Pamela
She's in heels and I'm just dying
All my feels are multiplying
I'm in love with my bedroom poster
Barbwire tattoo
Every night I think of you...
If I fall or trip back into love
I'm going to bring a ladder and gloves
So I can climb right back out
If there's ever even a shred of doubt
I'm gonna ...
To kill the whitest looking dove
To hate everything I love
And I'm trying to pretend
Oh in wanting life to end
That I am not another stupid
Little tee...
While you’re watching from the window waiting
Drinking myself to sleep at night
And now the glory days have all but faded
Everyone I used to know is j...
This island has become
An ocean and my boat's too small
The waves are crashing in
And I can't save this sinking ship
I sent out signal flares
But no ...