I go out walking after twilight
Talking to the memories of all I've ever known
And you can't find me
I'm a million miles from midnight
I'm a blues child, baby, born to be alone
I'm just a loaded gun
I know I'm not the only one
Shooting straight at the sun
I know I'm not the only one
Jesus Christ and a heart attack
Suffering to be loved, I relate to that
Well, maybe you don't know what you have
Oh, and someday, I'm gonna take it back
I love every season, even hurricane
I'm needing just to sit still
I know there's nowhere, nowhere to run
And maybe there's an answer?
I'm a Pisces, not a Cancer
I wish I could be there for you, baby
But I'm just too much
I'm just a loaded gun
I know I'm not the only one
Pointed straight at the sun
I know I'm not the only one
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
And I crucify myself
[00:01.952] I go out walking after twilight
[00:07.780] Talking to the memories of all I've ever known
[00:18.000] And you can't find me
[00:21.017] I'm a million miles from midnight
[00:24.985] I'm a blues child, baby, born to be alone
[00:32.047]
[00:32.777] I'm just a loaded gun
[00:36.825] I know I'm not the only one
[00:40.678] Shooting straight at the sun
[00:44.720] I know I'm not the only one
[00:51.633]
[00:59.023] Jesus Christ and a heart attack
[01:06.948] Suffering to be loved, I relate to that
[01:13.286] Well, maybe you don't know what you have
[01:21.175] Oh, and someday, I'm gonna take it back
[01:27.592]
[01:30.054] I love every season, even hurricane
[01:35.503] I'm needing just to sit still
[01:38.863] I know there's nowhere, nowhere to run
[01:45.800] And maybe there's an answer?
[01:48.907] I'm a Pisces, not a Cancer
[01:52.764] I wish I could be there for you, baby
[01:57.461] But I'm just too much
[02:00.625]
[02:00.803] I'm just a loaded gun
[02:04.732] I know I'm not the only one
[02:08.760] Pointed straight at the sun
[02:12.789] I know I'm not the only one
[02:17.822]
[02:34.566] And I crucify myself
[02:38.530] And I crucify myself
[02:42.421] And I crucify myself
[02:46.428] And I crucify myself
[02:50.475] And I crucify myself
[02:54.527] And I crucify myself
[02:58.431] And I crucify myself
[03:02.451] And I crucify myself