作词 : RTJ
作曲 : RTJ
编曲 : RTJ
I’ve got no dreams to chase
Cuz I don’t sleep no
I’m always awake
So many nights I waste
Just overthinking
Myself is killing me
I wake up in the morning and I start overthinking
I ain’t gonna fake it, but I think I’m over drinking
Don’t know if I’ll make it, I feel like I’m sinking
Can’t take it no more, I’m just searching for the meaning
The meaning of life
Like why do I fight?
Love the sun but can’t even look at the light
I fell in love with the night
Why does everyone need me alive?
Why does everyone need me alive?
Im just in the studio writing down my thoughts
Putting down my pain with these words that I jot
Showing all my scars with these rhymes as they rot
Fighting this war, but why do I keep on missing my shots
****
I’m in the dark, so it’s best to keep away from me
I’ll snap at anyone who tries to come close to me
Don’t need no bitch, all these girls look like hoes to me
You don’t know what it’s like to deal with this anxiety
I’ve got no dreams to chase
Cuz I don’t sleep no
I’m always awake
So many nights I waste
Just overthinking
Myself is killing me
I wake up everyday wondering what’s gon’ go wrong
Overthinking, Haven’t been happy for so long
Biking under the sun, those days are long gone
Stuck in the studio everyday, lemme write a song
Write a song about the pain that I dealt with
Every word I write filled with pain, yeah I felt it
Tried to spread love, they all say that I’m selfless
Don’t try to help me, can’t be saved, I’m helpless
Yeah pour me another drink, all the way to the top
This shit’s too weak, get me more shots
Drunk already? That’s all that you got?
Chug that shit, all the way to the bottom, then get me more shots
I’m running away, pacing myself
Maybe I should just be facing myself
Maybe I should be asking for help
Send me my songs, cuz I wanna own a part of myself, just like everyone else
I’ve got no dreams to chase
Cuz I don’t sleep no
I’m always awake
So many nights I waste
Just overthinking
Myself is killing me
I look inside the mirror and I hate what I see
I done grew up to be the person that I don’t wanna be
I’ve been locked in a cage, and I wanna be free
When the drugs stop working, that’s the moment I’ll od
Y’all don’t understand, don’t act like you know
I’m chasing a dream, so you better leave me alone
I’m unique cuz this pain I feel cannot be cloned
Whiskey, cigs, and a microphone, that’s when I step in my zone
But I don’t know if my flow
So dope
Can keep going up this slope
Tightrope
Wanna be goat
But I don’t know if I can hold on
To this pain that I deal with
Aint been the same when I’m drinking
Chasing the fame while I’m binging
I feel the shame when I’m thinking
Know the rain don’t last but the sun don’t shine forever
This is for the ones who feel this, we all in this together
Before I die, I’ll make a song as my death letter
Cuz the goal isn’t to live, but to create something that will live forever
I’ve got no dreams to chase
Cuz I don’t sleep no
I’m always awake
So many nights I waste
Just overthinking
Myself is killing me
[00:00.000] 作词 : RTJ
[00:00.370] 作曲 : RTJ
[00:00.740] 编曲 : RTJ
[00:01.111]I’ve got no dreams to chase
[00:05.114]Cuz I don’t sleep no
[00:08.873]I’m always awake
[00:11.627]So many nights I waste
[00:15.630]Just overthinking
[00:18.384]Myself is killing me
[00:21.394]I wake up in the morning and I start overthinking
[00:23.895]I ain’t gonna fake it, but I think I’m over drinking
[00:26.398]Don’t know if I’ll make it, I feel like I’m sinking
[00:28.658]Can’t take it no more, I’m just searching for the meaning
[00:32.168]The meaning of life
[00:32.920]Like why do I fight?
[00:33.924]Love the sun but can’t even look at the light
[00:35.928]I fell in love with the night
[00:37.428]Why does everyone need me alive?
[00:39.430]Why does everyone need me alive?
[00:42.186]Im just in the studio writing down my thoughts
[00:44.945]Putting down my pain with these words that I jot
[00:47.696]Showing all my scars with these rhymes as they rot
[00:49.950]Fighting this war, but why do I keep on missing my shots
[00:52.459]****
[00:53.210]I’m in the dark, so it’s best to keep away from me
[00:55.712]I’ll snap at anyone who tries to come close to me
[00:58.467]Don’t need no bitch, all these girls look like hoes to me
[01:00.724]You don’t know what it’s like to deal with this anxiety
[01:04.229]I’ve got no dreams to chase
[01:08.486]Cuz I don’t sleep no
[01:11.995]I’m always awake
[01:14.998]So many nights I waste
[01:19.011]Just overthinking
[01:21.512]Myself is killing me
[01:24.522]I wake up everyday wondering what’s gon’ go wrong
[01:27.278]Overthinking, Haven’t been happy for so long
[01:30.037]Biking under the sun, those days are long gone
[01:32.543]Stuck in the studio everyday, lemme write a song
[01:35.546]Write a song about the pain that I dealt with
[01:37.799]Every word I write filled with pain, yeah I felt it
[01:40.305]Tried to spread love, they all say that I’m selfless
[01:43.062]Don’t try to help me, can’t be saved, I’m helpless
[01:45.814]Yeah pour me another drink, all the way to the top
[01:48.571]This shit’s too weak, get me more shots
[01:50.577]Drunk already? That’s all that you got?
[01:52.582]Chug that shit, all the way to the bottom, then get me more shots
[01:56.586]I’m running away, pacing myself
[01:58.595]Maybe I should just be facing myself
[02:00.596]Maybe I should be asking for help
[02:02.348]Send me my songs, cuz I wanna own a part of myself, just like everyone else
[02:07.612]I’ve got no dreams to chase
[02:11.616]Cuz I don’t sleep no
[02:15.128]I’m always awake
[02:18.140]So many nights I waste
[02:22.146]Just overthinking
[02:24.906]Myself is killing me
[02:27.664]I look inside the mirror and I hate what I see
[02:30.164]I done grew up to be the person that I don’t wanna be
[02:32.669]I’ve been locked in a cage, and I wanna be free
[02:35.427]When the drugs stop working, that’s the moment I’ll od
[02:38.680]Y’all don’t understand, don’t act like you know
[02:40.683]I’m chasing a dream, so you better leave me alone
[02:43.438]I’m unique cuz this pain I feel cannot be cloned
[02:45.945]Whiskey, cigs, and a microphone, that’s when I step in my zone
[02:48.697]But I don’t know if my flow
[02:49.698]So dope
[02:50.199]Can keep going up this slope
[02:50.951]Tightrope
[02:51.452]Wanna be goat
[02:51.953]But I don’t know if I can hold on
[02:53.208]To this pain that I deal with
[02:54.461]Aint been the same when I’m drinking
[02:55.712]Chasing the fame while I’m binging
[02:56.963]I feel the shame when I’m thinking
[02:58.464]Know the rain don’t last but the sun don’t shine forever
[03:00.720]This is for the ones who feel this, we all in this together
[03:03.729]Before I die, I’ll make a song as my death letter
[03:06.481]Cuz the goal isn’t to live, but to create something that will live forever
[03:10.742]I’ve got no dreams to chase
[03:14.997]Cuz I don’t sleep no
[03:18.504]I’m always awake
[03:21.512]So many nights I waste
[03:25.515]Just overthinking
[03:28.272]Myself is killing me