作词 : Kristof Denis
作曲 : Kristof Denis
Lived in fear for far too long
Try to love but somethin’s wrong
I can’t feel much anything
Truth is I feel too many things
Nothing left to live for
Always after something more
Want to love so badly
Not sure I have the capacity
Now It’s all so clear to me
Can’t rely on you for me
Somethin’s wrong inside me
Tryna fix it finally
With love and fear
I live for tears that I can’t cry
Not sure exactly why
I think I’m gonna die
I just really hate myself
Wish I could be someone else
Why am I gettin’ in this car
Risk it on some xanny bars
I think I’m too lucky
It’s no longer good for me
We got shared delusions
Keepin’ us from truths of
What is right in front of us
Not sure who I really was
Back when I was using
I was really losing
My sanity
Never wanted something more
For you to adore me
I know that we could be
Something extra sweet
Love and fear
I live for tears
That I can’t cry
Not sure exactly why
I think I’m gonna die
Wake up and it starts again
Thinkin’ about my old friends
Do they love me anymore
After all I’ve done to them
I don’t think they really care
Ego blinds me with its glare
Wake up and it starts again
PIckin’ up where I left off
Gonna cop some medicine
Anything to feel again
Why am I really doing this
Afraid that I’m not choosin’ this
No more fear
Let go of these thrills
Regain free will
And I’m still here
作词 : Kristof Denis
作曲 : Kristof Denis
Lived in fear for far too long
Try to love but somethin’s wrong
I can’t feel much anything
Truth is I feel too many things
Nothing left to live for
Always after something more
Want to love so badly
Not sure I have the capacity
Now It’s all so clear to me
Can’t rely on you for me
Somethin’s wrong inside me
Tryna fix it finally
With love and fear
I live for tears that I can’t cry
Not sure exactly why
I think I’m gonna die
I just really hate myself
Wish I could be someone else
Why am I gettin’ in this car
Risk it on some xanny bars
I think I’m too lucky
It’s no longer good for me
We got shared delusions
Keepin’ us from truths of
What is right in front of us
Not sure who I really was
Back when I was using
I was really losing
My sanity
Never wanted something more
For you to adore me
I know that we could be
Something extra sweet
Love and fear
I live for tears
That I can’t cry
Not sure exactly why
I think I’m gonna die
Wake up and it starts again
Thinkin’ about my old friends
Do they love me anymore
After all I’ve done to them
I don’t think they really care
Ego blinds me with its glare
Wake up and it starts again
PIckin’ up where I left off
Gonna cop some medicine
Anything to feel again
Why am I really doing this
Afraid that I’m not choosin’ this
No more fear
Let go of these thrills
Regain free will
And I’m still here