Why am I always my own enemy
Stronger is something I wanna be
I want more than this
I'm not good at being nice to me
Always something else that I wanna be
Every time it's different than before
I get torn from it
Ooh
I got knocked down again
Ooh
But I get back up from it
Time turned out to be a thing
That burned me in the end
But pain is just a season
All the worst things always mend
A heart doesn't break even
Oh I'm tryna learn to be okay with it
Cause if I can’t love me in pieces
Then it won’t work when I'm fixed
I know I'm growing
Maybe I'm just doing it slowly
I wanna turn all of my misery into something better
Nobody next to me
Alone is where I’ll find the best of me
I wanna learn from all the history
And hold it all together
Ooh
I got knocked down again
Ooh
But I get back up from it
Time turned out to be a thing
That burned me in the end
But pain is just a season
All the worst things always mend
A heart doesn't break even
Oh I'm tryna learn to be okay with it
Cause if I can't love me in pieces
Then it won't work when I'm fixed
Ooh
A heart doesn't break even
Oh I'm tryna learn to be okay with it
Cause if I can't love me in pieces
Got a feeling keep healing
Till the pieces start fixing
[00:09.721] Why am I always my own enemy
[00:11.739] Stronger is something I wanna be
[00:18.337] I want more than this
[00:20.511] I'm not good at being nice to me
[00:22.946] Always something else that I wanna be
[00:26.122] Every time it's different than before
[00:28.599] I get torn from it
[00:31.441] Ooh
[00:34.967] I got knocked down again
[00:37.194] Ooh
[00:40.092] But I get back up from it
[00:44.841] Time turned out to be a thing
[00:47.698] That burned me in the end
[00:50.470] But pain is just a season
[00:52.462] All the worst things always mend
[00:55.579] A heart doesn't break even
[00:58.117] Oh I'm tryna learn to be okay with it
[01:02.035] Cause if I can’t love me in pieces
[01:04.981] Then it won’t work when I'm fixed
[01:07.404] I know I'm growing
[01:08.917] Maybe I'm just doing it slowly
[01:11.622] I wanna turn all of my misery into something better
[01:16.901] Nobody next to me
[01:18.272] Alone is where I’ll find the best of me
[01:21.225] I wanna learn from all the history
[01:25.290] And hold it all together
[01:27.589] Ooh
[01:30.686] I got knocked down again
[01:33.012] Ooh
[01:36.222] But I get back up from it
[01:40.888] Time turned out to be a thing
[01:43.709] That burned me in the end
[01:46.232] But pain is just a season
[01:48.503] All the worst things always mend
[01:51.533] A heart doesn't break even
[01:53.852] Oh I'm tryna learn to be okay with it
[01:58.096] Cause if I can't love me in pieces
[02:00.879] Then it won't work when I'm fixed
[02:02.685] Ooh
[02:12.614] A heart doesn't break even
[02:15.263] Oh I'm tryna learn to be okay with it
[02:19.332] Cause if I can't love me in pieces
[02:23.185] Got a feeling keep healing
[02:28.650] Till the pieces start fixing