Doesn′t make a difference
I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
You left, thought you would miss this
No lie
Were you just a figment of imagination?
I can′t tell if this is legit (if this is legit)
Ruminate on whether there was indication
Tell myself I'll never forget (forget, forget)
I was going left, you were cutting right
Play pretend and shut down feigning peace of mind
And now we're tryna fill the silence
I never guessed, but I coulda, right?
What′s to worry ′bout now?
Got shit redefined
When they took your life away
No, I don't wanna waste more time
At twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
Something I′d hide inside
Embody strength for the ones who've cried
So I don′t think I ever wanna waste more time
'Cause now I′m through tryna prove I'm not fake sometimes
Guess I outgrew needing to feel your eyes
Under my guise of truth conveyed
Now I know
To reminisce reveals the signs
I couldn't see ′em
Go, go on reveal ′em, come on
Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes
Eyes on the ceiling
Conflict with no meaning at all
Just couldn't read between your lines
I couldn′t read it
F*ck, it's so misleading, appalled
Why′d I believe your "I'll be fine"'s?
I don't believe it
No, I don't believe in the fall
Got mites in my skin, can′t fight from within
Your life was akin to light, lacking sin
Took flight from the wind, held tight, lost my grip
Cut ties from the script, lost sight, start to slip
Guard eyes with a sip, keep tryna forget
Can't cry, hold it in, get high and eclipse
Goodbyes for a bit, defy, don't admit
Ask why, throw a fit (I fall to my knees)
Deny, take a hit (my heart rate′s jumping)
Reply to assist (300 degrees)
July came and went (the blood starts pumping)
No time to exist (wait what do you mean?)
I'm fine, I insist (this can′t be where it ends)
Combine what I missed
Write rhymes in the midst (no I just can't comprehend)
Design don't resist (they′re looking at me) (get up, sit up)
My mind starts to twist (my voice stays broken) (put trust in us)
Inclined to assist (I'm falling between) (can't control me)
Inside, f*cking pissed (regret for words unsaid) (shut up)
I tighten my fist (and disbelief inside my head) (enough allegories)
Got eyes full of mist
To reminisce reveals
Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes (don't go)
Just couldn′t read between your lines (I couldn't read it)
(F*ck, it's so misleading; appalled)
Why'd I believe your "I′ll be fine"'s? (I don′t believe it)
(No, I don't believe in the fall)
Doesn′t make a difference (to reminisce reveals the signs)
I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
You left, thought you would miss this (oh God it hurts to feel sometimes)
It's no lie
🎵 LRC歌词版本
[00:00.01]Doesn′t make a difference
[00:02.10]I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
[00:04.81]You left, thought you would miss this
[00:07.50]No lie
[00:08.34]
[00:10.32]Were you just a figment of imagination?
[00:15.76]I can′t tell if this is legit (if this is legit)
[00:21.14]Ruminate on whether there was indication
[00:26.49]Tell myself I'll never forget (forget, forget)
[00:31.20]
[00:32.61]I was going left, you were cutting right
[00:34.72]Play pretend and shut down feigning peace of mind
[00:37.86]And now we're tryna fill the silence
[00:43.37]I never guessed, but I coulda, right?
[00:45.38]What′s to worry ′bout now?
[00:46.92]Got shit redefined
[00:48.52]When they took your life away
[00:51.13]
[00:52.36]No, I don't wanna waste more time
[00:54.31]At twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
[00:57.01]Something I′d hide inside
[00:58.78]Embody strength for the ones who've cried
[01:02.30]
[01:02.31]So I don′t think I ever wanna waste more time
[01:05.05]'Cause now I′m through tryna prove I'm not fake sometimes
[01:07.69]Guess I outgrew needing to feel your eyes
[01:09.60]Under my guise of truth conveyed
[01:12.89]
[01:13.59]Now I know
[01:14.69]To reminisce reveals the signs
[01:17.51]I couldn't see ′em
[01:18.30]Go, go on reveal ′em, come on
[01:20.75]Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes
[01:22.55]Eyes on the ceiling
[01:23.70]
[01:23.71]Conflict with no meaning at all
[01:26.05]Just couldn't read between your lines
[01:28.04]I couldn′t read it
[01:29.01]F*ck, it's so misleading, appalled
[01:31.41]Why′d I believe your "I'll be fine"'s?
[01:33.39]I don't believe it
[01:34.28]No, I don't believe in the fall
[01:35.80]
[01:35.82]Got mites in my skin, can′t fight from within
[01:40.73]Your life was akin to light, lacking sin
[01:43.40]Took flight from the wind, held tight, lost my grip
[01:46.09]Cut ties from the script, lost sight, start to slip
[01:48.73]Guard eyes with a sip, keep tryna forget
[01:51.37]Can't cry, hold it in, get high and eclipse
[01:54.11]Goodbyes for a bit, defy, don't admit
[01:56.70]
[01:56.72]Ask why, throw a fit (I fall to my knees)
[01:58.08]Deny, take a hit (my heart rate′s jumping)
[01:59.41]Reply to assist (300 degrees)
[02:00.72]July came and went (the blood starts pumping)
[02:02.00]No time to exist (wait what do you mean?)
[02:03.36]I'm fine, I insist (this can′t be where it ends)
[02:04.77]Combine what I missed
[02:06.13]Write rhymes in the midst (no I just can't comprehend)
[02:07.42]
[02:07.43]Design don't resist (they′re looking at me) (get up, sit up)
[02:11.40]My mind starts to twist (my voice stays broken) (put trust in us)
[02:12.68]Inclined to assist (I'm falling between) (can't control me)
[02:14.12]Inside, f*cking pissed (regret for words unsaid) (shut up)
[02:15.48]I tighten my fist (and disbelief inside my head) (enough allegories)
[02:16.76]Got eyes full of mist
[02:18.51]
[02:19.40]To reminisce reveals
[02:24.57]Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes (don't go)
[02:30.03]Just couldn′t read between your lines (I couldn't read it)
[02:33.03](F*ck, it's so misleading; appalled)
[02:35.33]Why'd I believe your "I′ll be fine"'s? (I don′t believe it)
[02:38.28](No, I don't believe in the fall)
[02:40.66]
[02:41.21]Doesn′t make a difference (to reminisce reveals the signs)
[02:43.58]I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
[02:46.07]You left, thought you would miss this (oh God it hurts to feel sometimes)
[02:50.82]It's no lie
Doesn′t make a difference
I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
You left, thought you would miss this
No lie
Were you just a figment of imagination?
I can′t tell if this is legit (if this is legit)
Ruminate on whether there was indication
Tell myself I'll never forget (forget, forget)
I was going left, you were cutting right
Play pretend and shut down feigning peace of mind
And now we're tryna fill the silence
I never guessed, but I coulda, right?
What′s to worry ′bout now?
Got shit redefined
When they took your life away
No, I don't wanna waste more time
At twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
Something I′d hide inside
Embody strength for the ones who've cried
So I don′t think I ever wanna waste more time
'Cause now I′m through tryna prove I'm not fake sometimes
Guess I outgrew needing to feel your eyes
Under my guise of truth conveyed
Now I know
To reminisce reveals the signs
I couldn't see ′em
Go, go on reveal ′em, come on
Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes
Eyes on the ceiling
Conflict with no meaning at all
Just couldn't read between your lines
I couldn′t read it
F*ck, it's so misleading, appalled
Why′d I believe your "I'll be fine"'s?
I don't believe it
No, I don't believe in the fall
Got mites in my skin, can′t fight from within
Your life was akin to light, lacking sin
Took flight from the wind, held tight, lost my grip
Cut ties from the script, lost sight, start to slip
Guard eyes with a sip, keep tryna forget
Can't cry, hold it in, get high and eclipse
Goodbyes for a bit, defy, don't admit
Ask why, throw a fit (I fall to my knees)
Deny, take a hit (my heart rate′s jumping)
Reply to assist (300 degrees)
July came and went (the blood starts pumping)
No time to exist (wait what do you mean?)
I'm fine, I insist (this can′t be where it ends)
Combine what I missed
Write rhymes in the midst (no I just can't comprehend)
Design don't resist (they′re looking at me) (get up, sit up)
My mind starts to twist (my voice stays broken) (put trust in us)
Inclined to assist (I'm falling between) (can't control me)
Inside, f*cking pissed (regret for words unsaid) (shut up)
I tighten my fist (and disbelief inside my head) (enough allegories)
Got eyes full of mist
To reminisce reveals
Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes (don't go)
Just couldn′t read between your lines (I couldn't read it)
(F*ck, it's so misleading; appalled)
Why'd I believe your "I′ll be fine"'s? (I don′t believe it)
(No, I don't believe in the fall)
Doesn′t make a difference (to reminisce reveals the signs)
I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
You left, thought you would miss this (oh God it hurts to feel sometimes)
It's no lie
🎵 LRC歌词版本
[00:00.01]Doesn′t make a difference
[00:02.10]I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
[00:04.81]You left, thought you would miss this
[00:07.50]No lie
[00:08.34]
[00:10.32]Were you just a figment of imagination?
[00:15.76]I can′t tell if this is legit (if this is legit)
[00:21.14]Ruminate on whether there was indication
[00:26.49]Tell myself I'll never forget (forget, forget)
[00:31.20]
[00:32.61]I was going left, you were cutting right
[00:34.72]Play pretend and shut down feigning peace of mind
[00:37.86]And now we're tryna fill the silence
[00:43.37]I never guessed, but I coulda, right?
[00:45.38]What′s to worry ′bout now?
[00:46.92]Got shit redefined
[00:48.52]When they took your life away
[00:51.13]
[00:52.36]No, I don't wanna waste more time
[00:54.31]At twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
[00:57.01]Something I′d hide inside
[00:58.78]Embody strength for the ones who've cried
[01:02.30]
[01:02.31]So I don′t think I ever wanna waste more time
[01:05.05]'Cause now I′m through tryna prove I'm not fake sometimes
[01:07.69]Guess I outgrew needing to feel your eyes
[01:09.60]Under my guise of truth conveyed
[01:12.89]
[01:13.59]Now I know
[01:14.69]To reminisce reveals the signs
[01:17.51]I couldn't see ′em
[01:18.30]Go, go on reveal ′em, come on
[01:20.75]Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes
[01:22.55]Eyes on the ceiling
[01:23.70]
[01:23.71]Conflict with no meaning at all
[01:26.05]Just couldn't read between your lines
[01:28.04]I couldn′t read it
[01:29.01]F*ck, it's so misleading, appalled
[01:31.41]Why′d I believe your "I'll be fine"'s?
[01:33.39]I don't believe it
[01:34.28]No, I don't believe in the fall
[01:35.80]
[01:35.82]Got mites in my skin, can′t fight from within
[01:40.73]Your life was akin to light, lacking sin
[01:43.40]Took flight from the wind, held tight, lost my grip
[01:46.09]Cut ties from the script, lost sight, start to slip
[01:48.73]Guard eyes with a sip, keep tryna forget
[01:51.37]Can't cry, hold it in, get high and eclipse
[01:54.11]Goodbyes for a bit, defy, don't admit
[01:56.70]
[01:56.72]Ask why, throw a fit (I fall to my knees)
[01:58.08]Deny, take a hit (my heart rate′s jumping)
[01:59.41]Reply to assist (300 degrees)
[02:00.72]July came and went (the blood starts pumping)
[02:02.00]No time to exist (wait what do you mean?)
[02:03.36]I'm fine, I insist (this can′t be where it ends)
[02:04.77]Combine what I missed
[02:06.13]Write rhymes in the midst (no I just can't comprehend)
[02:07.42]
[02:07.43]Design don't resist (they′re looking at me) (get up, sit up)
[02:11.40]My mind starts to twist (my voice stays broken) (put trust in us)
[02:12.68]Inclined to assist (I'm falling between) (can't control me)
[02:14.12]Inside, f*cking pissed (regret for words unsaid) (shut up)
[02:15.48]I tighten my fist (and disbelief inside my head) (enough allegories)
[02:16.76]Got eyes full of mist
[02:18.51]
[02:19.40]To reminisce reveals
[02:24.57]Oh God, it hurts to feel sometimes (don't go)
[02:30.03]Just couldn′t read between your lines (I couldn't read it)
[02:33.03](F*ck, it's so misleading; appalled)
[02:35.33]Why'd I believe your "I′ll be fine"'s? (I don′t believe it)
[02:38.28](No, I don't believe in the fall)
[02:40.66]
[02:41.21]Doesn′t make a difference (to reminisce reveals the signs)
[02:43.58]I f*cked it up, you'd fix it
[02:46.07]You left, thought you would miss this (oh God it hurts to feel sometimes)
[02:50.82]It's no lie
Yeah, I don′t know what you want
Gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
Gonna eat your brains while you watch me
I′m just like a zombie for your love
Y...
The voices, they never leave
Talk down to me endlessly
I′m trying my best to breathe, oh
Let it be
This darkness inside my head has purposefully misl...
I wanna figure it out
It’s like there’s no way around this distance
But I would give up my life to fix this
I let you down
Woah
We ran out of time, at...
Cause I don’t wanna talk
I’d rather die
Before I let you see the real me
You feel me?
I’ll let my other side conceal me
Then you’ll see
You gotta let ...
I wanna die
No, not literally, ****
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
Anything I can do to feel unalive
(Is it really you?)
‘Cause I’m a rob...
I wanna wait don't worry
Give it a day
We're early for tonight
I wanna wait don't worry
For lows and highs
I'll love you twice
Wear a smile like crow...
It doesn′t make a difference
'Cause even when I f*cked it up, you′d fix it
And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this
Guess that's not true
W...
Cause I don’t wanna talk
I’d rather die
Before I let you see the real me
You feel me?
I’ll let my other side conceal me
Then you’ll see
You gotta let ...