Everyday I wake up feeling so alone
I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home
Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes
No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own
And I'm so tired of feeling this way
And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
No I can't explain how chemical the pain
Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane
It's at the bottom of the bottle in the morning
It's in every pill I swallow when I'm bored
And I'll never be okay,it's just another day
To get through even though I know I gotta find a way
I'm done pretending I'm good
If I can smile then I would
They say you can if you try
I've tried about a million times
And nothing hurts the same
There's nobody to blame
And no one understands so I just keep them far away
Everyday I wake up feeling so alone
I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home
Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes
No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own
And I'm so tired of feeling this way
And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
No I can't explain how chemical the pain
Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane
And when the lights go out
When the lights go
Hate it when the lights go out,I can't sleep
I'm stuck in here
A stupid world where I just wanna disappear
'Cause everyday I wake up feeling so alone
I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home
Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes
No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own
And I'm so tired of feeling this way
And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
No I can't explain how chemical the pain
Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane
[00:30.855]Everyday I wake up feeling so alone
[00:34.715]I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home
[00:38.320]Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes
[00:42.229]No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own
[00:45.852]And I'm so tired of feeling this way
[00:49.862]And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
[00:53.576]No I can't explain how chemical the pain
[00:57.183]Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane
[01:01.961]It's at the bottom of the bottle in the morning
[01:06.070]It's in every pill I swallow when I'm bored
[01:09.107]And I'll never be okay,it's just another day
[01:13.801]To get through even though I know I gotta find a way
[01:17.350]I'm done pretending I'm good
[01:19.490]If I can smile then I would
[01:21.331]They say you can if you try
[01:23.150]I've tried about a million times
[01:25.238]And nothing hurts the same
[01:27.029]There's nobody to blame
[01:28.965]And no one understands so I just keep them far away
[01:32.707]Everyday I wake up feeling so alone
[01:36.422]I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home
[01:40.134]Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes
[01:44.273]No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own
[01:47.619]And I'm so tired of feeling this way
[01:51.737]And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
[01:55.455]No I can't explain how chemical the pain
[01:59.172]Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane
[02:04.286]And when the lights go out
[02:08.201]When the lights go
[02:09.654]Hate it when the lights go out,I can't sleep
[02:13.555]I'm stuck in here
[02:15.464]A stupid world where I just wanna disappear
[02:18.806]'Cause everyday I wake up feeling so alone
[02:23.158]I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home
[02:26.667]Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes
[02:30.749]No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own
[02:34.163]And I'm so tired of feeling this way
[02:38.087]And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
[02:41.863]No I can't explain how chemical the pain
[02:45.541]Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane