作词 : CIROa.k.a.souldigger/MTAFZ
作曲 : DJ Jucko
In a broken world
Seeking my purpose's light
She's no longer here
It's a daunting plight
Even the power to think has taken flight
Yet still
Tomorrow will dawn
It's not out of sight
The sky is bare
An endless, empty night
Escape from suffering
We strive with all our might
No more sorrow
To add in life's cart so tight
A wounded heart may never fully mend, despite
But if I can find a smile
Deep within my core
Perhaps I can make her smile
Once more
Once more
Once more
Once more
Aiyo we walkin to the gold
Strollin to the goals
And in between the riches and shine can take control
So
Stay focused on the road cuz true gems come from the mind
But it takes time
To make a mold
Nothings instant
Its not no coffee or butterroll
Same for feelings
Those change
Im from the era of kurt cobain
But never thought about depression as an ending
They say we go to heaven cuz we livin in hell
Well makes sense cuz at the bottom of dantes pit
Its Below 0 bring ya ice pick
Now my moms sick
Coughin up blood it make me wana grab a ruger and fill it wit slugs or build a bomb like
DMX cuz wall street did enough
In a broken world
Seeking my purpose's light
She's no longer here
It's a daunting plight
Even the power to think has taken flight
Yet still
Tomorrow will dawn
It's not out of sight
The sky is bare
An endless, empty night
Escape from suffering
We strive with all our might
No more sorrow
To add in life's cart so tight
A wounded heart may never fully mend, despite
But if I can find a smile
Deep within my core
Perhaps I can make her smile
Once more
Once more
Once more
Once more
I got fired under the table
No unemployment
Modern day artists diss legends thats annointed
The TV mockin me
Showin me pockets always swollen
My sister backstabbed me cuz her husband out here bonin
Some so called friends blaming me for something stolen
I dont even steal hearts so all them claims is bogus
But the shit still hurt so the pain become the focus
My girl left but thas the latest at the moment
Constantly heart broken
They say if you break something then you own it
I guess im an exception
They perception
My heart a rollin stone then
Self loathin
Beard unkept belly swollen
Anti social bi polar non verbal
Sometimes ask myself has god cursed you?
Deflated dreams
Drug fuels
Pot circles
Get blown out
Gulp alcohol then i pass out
Bank account withdrawn
A buncha red 0s maxed out
Got family but they either worse off or ask for handouts
Folks lost the crib cuz bush stole the dam house
Guess it cant get worse
Or maybe im dead and this the curse
Suprise birthday on the 31st
Backstabben
Or ghostin
The same when it hurt
And nobody healin that
No hospital no church
No pain no gain
Dmx type slipping
The dichotomy
Of thinking about death while your living
Suicidal thoughts
Because life goes on
When they remember you it was in the physical form
They wont cherish you when you here but do it when your gone
Its not right or wrong
Thas jus how it is
So you leaving something behind proves you exsist
And what ill leave behind is this
A record of life mtafz
One of a kind
That kinds a wordsmith
In a broken world
Seeking my purpose's light
She's no longer here
It's a daunting plight
Even the power to think has taken flight
Yet still
Tomorrow will dawn
It's not out of sight
The sky is bare
An endless, empty night
Escape from suffering
We strive with all our might
No more sorrow
To add in life's cart so tight
A wounded heart may never fully mend, despite
But if I can find a smile
Deep within my core
Perhaps I can make her smile
Once more
Once more
Once more
Once more
作词 : CIROa.k.a.souldigger/MTAFZ
作曲 : DJ Jucko
In a broken world
Seeking my purpose's light
She's no longer here
It's a daunting plight
Even the power to think has taken flight
Yet still
Tomorrow will dawn
It's not out of sight
The sky is bare
An endless, empty night
Escape from suffering
We strive with all our might
No more sorrow
To add in life's cart so tight
A wounded heart may never fully mend, despite
But if I can find a smile
Deep within my core
Perhaps I can make her smile
Once more
Once more
Once more
Once more
Aiyo we walkin to the gold
Strollin to the goals
And in between the riches and shine can take control
So
Stay focused on the road cuz true gems come from the mind
But it takes time
To make a mold
Nothings instant
Its not no coffee or butterroll
Same for feelings
Those change
Im from the era of kurt cobain
But never thought about depression as an ending
They say we go to heaven cuz we livin in hell
Well makes sense cuz at the bottom of dantes pit
Its Below 0 bring ya ice pick
Now my moms sick
Coughin up blood it make me wana grab a ruger and fill it wit slugs or build a bomb like
DMX cuz wall street did enough
In a broken world
Seeking my purpose's light
She's no longer here
It's a daunting plight
Even the power to think has taken flight
Yet still
Tomorrow will dawn
It's not out of sight
The sky is bare
An endless, empty night
Escape from suffering
We strive with all our might
No more sorrow
To add in life's cart so tight
A wounded heart may never fully mend, despite
But if I can find a smile
Deep within my core
Perhaps I can make her smile
Once more
Once more
Once more
Once more
I got fired under the table
No unemployment
Modern day artists diss legends thats annointed
The TV mockin me
Showin me pockets always swollen
My sister backstabbed me cuz her husband out here bonin
Some so called friends blaming me for something stolen
I dont even steal hearts so all them claims is bogus
But the shit still hurt so the pain become the focus
My girl left but thas the latest at the moment
Constantly heart broken
They say if you break something then you own it
I guess im an exception
They perception
My heart a rollin stone then
Self loathin
Beard unkept belly swollen
Anti social bi polar non verbal
Sometimes ask myself has god cursed you?
Deflated dreams
Drug fuels
Pot circles
Get blown out
Gulp alcohol then i pass out
Bank account withdrawn
A buncha red 0s maxed out
Got family but they either worse off or ask for handouts
Folks lost the crib cuz bush stole the dam house
Guess it cant get worse
Or maybe im dead and this the curse
Suprise birthday on the 31st
Backstabben
Or ghostin
The same when it hurt
And nobody healin that
No hospital no church
No pain no gain
Dmx type slipping
The dichotomy
Of thinking about death while your living
Suicidal thoughts
Because life goes on
When they remember you it was in the physical form
They wont cherish you when you here but do it when your gone
Its not right or wrong
Thas jus how it is
So you leaving something behind proves you exsist
And what ill leave behind is this
A record of life mtafz
One of a kind
That kinds a wordsmith
In a broken world
Seeking my purpose's light
She's no longer here
It's a daunting plight
Even the power to think has taken flight
Yet still
Tomorrow will dawn
It's not out of sight
The sky is bare
An endless, empty night
Escape from suffering
We strive with all our might
No more sorrow
To add in life's cart so tight
A wounded heart may never fully mend, despite
But if I can find a smile
Deep within my core
Perhaps I can make her smile
Once more
Once more
Once more
Once more