I used to have feelings, but I lost those
I been traveling down a dark road, my heart’s cold
I got a hardened soul
It happened a long time ago, the lines expose
How I’m primed for growth, but stuck in place like a mindless ghost
Sipping Julio in the jacuzzi with hoes
My life story should be by Mario Puzo
I had my eyes on the prize but it was fool’s gold
I had to light the pilot on a new stove, the 40’s two-tone
It holds between 10 and 17, but I don’t need em all, same reason I didn’t get the beam
As a child sleeping I used to kick and scream
In dead silencе had to tell myself that it was just a dream
I guеss I never woke up, nothing is what it seems
My reality’s changing down to the subtle things
Got my eyes on the future no matter what it brings
In plenty times I see a sign and don’t know what it means
It’s only right, a gambler can’t control the dice
At least I’m sure before I check out, I’ll know the total price
I’m sorry if we didn’t coincide
Just know the weight on my shoulders was boulder sized
Payin now for all the times that I chose my pride
I light another one and close my eyes
It’s been a long battle, but I chose the fight
Just some deep thoughts on this lonely night
[00:29.775][Verse 1]
[00:31.030]I used to have feelings, but I lost those
[00:33.540]I been traveling down a dark road, my heart’s cold
[00:36.712]I got a hardened soul
[00:38.066]It happened a long time ago, the lines expose
[00:40.871]How I’m primed for growth, but stuck in place like a mindless ghost
[00:44.172]Sipping Julio in the jacuzzi with hoes
[00:46.680]My life story should be by Mario Puzo
[00:50.566]I had my eyes on the prize but it was fool’s gold
[00:53.996]I had to light the pilot on a new stove, the 40’s two-tone
[00:57.541]It holds between 10 and 17, but I don’t need em all, same reason I didn’t get the beam
[01:03.048]As a child sleeping I used to kick and scream
[01:05.929]In dead silencе had to tell myself that it was just a dream
[01:08.949]I guеss I never woke up, nothing is what it seems
[01:12.339]My reality’s changing down to the subtle things
[01:14.962]Got my eyes on the future no matter what it brings
[01:18.188]In plenty times I see a sign and don’t know what it means
[01:20.878]It’s only right, a gambler can’t control the dice
[01:23.932]At least I’m sure before I check out, I’ll know the total price
[01:27.348]I’m sorry if we didn’t coincide
[01:30.582]Just know the weight on my shoulders was boulder sized
[01:33.605]Payin now for all the times that I chose my pride
[01:37.166]I light another one and close my eyes
[01:40.186]It’s been a long battle, but I chose the fight
[01:43.412]Just some deep thoughts on this lonely night