作词 : Marie Ulven/Matias Tellez
作曲 : Marie Ulven/Matias Tellez
I'm not my best today
And I'd be lying if said, "It's probably a phase"
I was born with a case
Of imperfections and a whole lot of mental disarray
I need to know why I'm Jekyll and Hyde
I wanna know what is up with me
I need to know why I have these ugly sides
I get despicable for sure
I'd rather not have it show
Does that make me unlovable?
I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching
Uninvited, always there in my subconscious
There are parts of me I ghost
I suppress them for the most
If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be
Something
Keep calm and carry on
Wise words to live by, but I'm likely doing it all wrong
I can shine like the sun
But if I don't get it my way
Next thing you know, the storm is on
I need to know why I'm boiling inside
I am the worst of me sometimes
I need to know why I have these ugly sides
I get despicable for sure
I'd rather not have it show
I can be cute and lovable
I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching
Uninvited, always there in my subconscious
There are parts of me I ghost
I suppress them for the most
If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be
Something
Awesome
Awesome
Mm, I don't know, I think I
I think I allow myself to be rude and mean to the people I love the most, and
The people I love the most are the ones who get the worst of me
And I don't like that, why is it like that?
I don't know
I'm dropping apart can so you can't hear the rest of it
[00:00.000] 作词 : Marie Ulven/Matias Tellez
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Marie Ulven/Matias Tellez
[00:06.090] I'm not my best today
[00:11.125] And I'd be lying if said, "It's probably a phase"
[00:16.919] I was born with a case
[00:21.651] Of imperfections and a whole lot of mental disarray
[00:26.321]
[00:27.182] I need to know why I'm Jekyll and Hyde
[00:29.797] I wanna know what is up with me
[00:32.489] I need to know why I have these ugly sides
[00:37.753] I get despicable for sure
[00:41.239] I'd rather not have it show
[00:43.086] Does that make me unlovable?
[00:45.467]
[00:47.050] I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching
[00:52.635] Uninvited, always there in my subconscious
[00:58.020] There are parts of me I ghost
[01:00.578] I suppress them for the most
[01:03.179] If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be
[01:07.940] Something
[01:09.273]
[01:10.330] Keep calm and carry on
[01:14.921] Wise words to live by, but I'm likely doing it all wrong
[01:20.666] I can shine like the sun
[01:25.500] But if I don't get it my way
[01:28.397] Next thing you know, the storm is on
[01:30.130]
[01:31.163] I need to know why I'm boiling inside
[01:33.885] I am the worst of me sometimes
[01:36.686] I need to know why I have these ugly sides
[01:41.731] I get despicable for sure
[01:45.205] I'd rather not have it show
[01:46.996] I can be cute and lovable
[01:50.160]
[01:51.030] I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching
[01:56.554] Uninvited, always there in my subconscious
[02:02.071] There are parts of me I ghost
[02:04.538] I suppress them for the most
[02:07.275] If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be
[02:11.899] Something
[02:17.425] Awesome
[02:22.589] Awesome
[02:23.920]
[02:26.438] Mm, I don't know, I think I
[02:30.282] I think I allow myself to be rude and mean to the people I love the most, and
[02:36.358] The people I love the most are the ones who get the worst of me
[02:38.928] And I don't like that, why is it like that?
[02:42.336] I don't know
[02:43.199] I'm dropping apart can so you can't hear the rest of it