A little more ****ed up than I care to admit
I'm ashamed of the ways that I deal with it
It's getting ugly, panic becomes me
Rattle pill bottle put a baby to sleep
In too deep to crawl out
Too blunt to bite down
Overindulge in the melodramatic
Manic depressive, psychosomatic
The mechanisms melt into habits
For the creatures defined by the traumatic
Hole in my head
I am living in a habitual nightmare
Hole in my head
In one ear and out the ****ing hole in my head
Open my skull up
Lock sights with that umbra
Staring into nothing 'til the sun's up
I get a little more ****ed up
It's getting ugly
Sayonara
Torn between all sorts of superstitions
Like lobotomies and exorcisms
Idle hands channel depravity and calligraphic brain matter elegies
Hole in my head
I am living in a habitual nightmare
Hole in my head
In one ear and out the other hole in my head
I'm so alone
In a house full of people
So loud
I can't hear myself drown
Shut up, shut up
I can hear myself drown
Shut up, shut up
Don't wake me up
Don't wake me up
Don't wake me up
Don't wake me
[00:06.347]A little more ****ed up than I care to admit
[00:09.651]I'm ashamed of the ways that I deal with it
[00:12.766]It's getting ugly, panic becomes me
[00:16.876]Rattle pill bottle put a baby to sleep
[00:28.400]In too deep to crawl out
[00:32.561]Too blunt to bite down
[00:35.145]Overindulge in the melodramatic
[00:38.561]Manic depressive, psychosomatic
[00:41.731]The mechanisms melt into habits
[00:44.149]For the creatures defined by the traumatic
[00:47.505]Hole in my head
[00:50.606]I am living in a habitual nightmare
[00:53.699]Hole in my head
[00:56.550]In one ear and out the ****ing hole in my head
[01:05.615]Open my skull up
[01:07.411]Lock sights with that umbra
[01:09.839]Staring into nothing 'til the sun's up
[01:12.587]I get a little more ****ed up
[01:19.925]It's getting ugly
[01:27.765]Sayonara
[01:29.610]Torn between all sorts of superstitions
[01:32.752]Like lobotomies and exorcisms
[01:35.835]Idle hands channel depravity and calligraphic brain matter elegies
[01:41.728]Hole in my head
[01:45.023]I am living in a habitual nightmare
[01:48.083]Hole in my head
[01:51.195]In one ear and out the other hole in my head
[02:02.996]I'm so alone
[02:05.881]In a house full of people
[02:09.711]So loud
[02:15.356]I can't hear myself drown
[02:20.712]Shut up, shut up
[02:21.677]I can hear myself drown
[02:27.022]Shut up, shut up
[02:28.320]Don't wake me up
[02:31.648]Don't wake me up
[02:35.153]Don't wake me up
[02:41.722]Don't wake me