Let me go, release me from this torment
I try to keep this pain inside, but it's tearing me apart
Hope fades into darkness, a void that consumes me whole
I paint the same portrait, a reflection of my tortured soul
The colors bleed and merge, yet the portrait I've created
The flaw remains constant, a haunting endless urge
I paint in shades of despair, my brush dripping with tears
A canvas of sorrow, a masterpiece of fears
Regretful memories cloud my mind like a storm
Bitter emotions coursing through me, a venomous swarm
I'm lost in the depths of my own creation
A twisted reality, a cruel manifestation
No matter how many times I see my own visage
Whether a mirror or a canvas, all I can do is judge
Against myself I'm forced to hold this eternal grudge
On the painting, it remains one big smudge
Through the mirror it's even worse, all of it I desire to expunge.
The colors bleed and merge, yet the portrait I've created
The flaw remains constant, a haunting endless urge
I paint in shades of despair, my brush dripping with tears
A canvas of sorrow, a masterpiece of fears
I seek solace in the darkness, where shadows dance in delight
But the pain never subsides, it lingers through the night
Each stroke of my brush, a cry for help in the void
Yet I'm trapped in this cycle, in this darkness I'm devoid
The mirror's cruel gaze, it never fails to amaze
How it shows me a face that I can't quite praise
Every line and every flaw, it highlights with grace
Leaving me to wonder, why can't I find my place
My reflection, a stranger in my eyes
A portrait of imperfection, a constant surprise
The more I look, the more I despise
The face that stares back, with such a mocking guise
The camera's lens, it captures my every flaw
A permanent record, of all my shame and woe
I try to smile, but it only makes me more aware
Of the lines and blemishes, that I can't ignore
I wish I could escape, from this endless scrutiny
But everywhere I go, my reflection follows me
A constant reminder, of my own insecurities
A reflection of my own, self-doubts and fears
The colors bleed and merge, yet the portrait I've created
The flaw remains constant, a haunting endless urge
I paint in shades of despair, my brush dripping with tears
A canvas of sorrow, a masterpiece of fears
I try to break free from this endless cycle
But the chains of depression bind me, a relentless trial
I paint my final stroke, a farewell to this pain
But the echoes of despair, they still remain
[ Sad Verse]
Let me go, release me from this torment
I try to keep this pain inside, but it's tearing me apart
Hope fades into darkness, a void that consumes me whole
I paint the same portrait, a reflection of my tortured soul
[Sad Chorus]
The colors bleed and merge, yet the portrait I've created
The flaw remains constant, a haunting endless urge
I paint in shades of despair, my brush dripping with tears
A canvas of sorrow, a masterpiece of fears
[Angry Verse]
Regretful memories cloud my mind like a storm
Bitter emotions coursing through me, a venomous swarm
I'm lost in the depths of my own creation
A twisted reality, a cruel manifestation
[Prechorus]
No matter how many times I see my own visage
Whether a mirror or a canvas, all I can do is judge
Against myself I'm forced to hold this eternal grudge
On the painting, it remains one big smudge
Through the mirror it's even worse, all of it I desire to expunge.
[Angry Chorus]
The colors bleed and merge, yet the portrait I've created
The flaw remains constant, a haunting endless urge
I paint in shades of despair, my brush dripping with tears
A canvas of sorrow, a masterpiece of fears
[Angry Bridge]
I seek solace in the darkness, where shadows dance in delight
But the pain never subsides, it lingers through the night
Each stroke of my brush, a cry for help in the void
Yet I'm trapped in this cycle, in this darkness I'm devoid
[Rapped Bridge]
The mirror's cruel gaze, it never fails to amaze
How it shows me a face that I can't quite praise
Every line and every flaw, it highlights with grace
Leaving me to wonder, why can't I find my place
My reflection, a stranger in my eyes
A portrait of imperfection, a constant surprise
The more I look, the more I despise
The face that stares back, with such a mocking guise
[Rapped Bridge]
The camera's lens, it captures my every flaw
A permanent record, of all my shame and woe
I try to smile, but it only makes me more aware
Of the lines and blemishes, that I can't ignore
I wish I could escape, from this endless scrutiny
But everywhere I go, my reflection follows me
A constant reminder, of my own insecurities
A reflection of my own, self-doubts and fears
[Sad Chorus]
The colors bleed and merge, yet the portrait I've created
The flaw remains constant, a haunting endless urge
I paint in shades of despair, my brush dripping with tears
A canvas of sorrow, a masterpiece of fears
[Sad Outro]
I try to break free from this endless cycle
But the chains of depression bind me, a relentless trial
I paint my final stroke, a farewell to this pain
But the echoes of despair, they still remain
[End]