作词 : RTJ
作曲 : RTJ
编曲 : RTJ
I’m tryna fly high off the sky but my wings are cut
I wanna rise through the night, guess I’m in a rut
I recite all my rhymes, guess I’m feeling stuck
No light in my mind, I’m drinking from an empty cup
It’s kinda ****ed cuz this my only outlet
It kinda sucks when this my only outfit
I gotta trust my gut, but where did all the crowd went?
I was feeling flushed, but you never know when the drought hits
Now I act like I’m flying, my feather’s gone
I only act like I’m trying, I know the pressure’s on
Tryna get back with the rhyming
But I might’ve got the timing wrong
Tryna just sight while I’m gliding
Lightning striking, the weather’s strong
So what do you do when you lose that hype?
Like what do you choose when you lose your mind?
I’m looking for clues, I can’t lose this fight
But I don’t have a clue on how to do this right
Dude needs light
Cuz all my life there ain’t a thing that I prospered
I pondered and wondered, will I ever be honored?
Push onward, get stronger, or am I just a goner?
Go longer, don’t wander, I know I have to conquer
I’m spiralling out of control, gotta get a grip
Rioting out of the hole, I gotta be equipped
Stifling all of my hope, I gotta flip the script
A pirate king searching for gold, but I sunk the ship
Now tell me, ain’t that funny?
Back when I was on top, everything’s so lovely
But when I drop to the bot, everything turns ugly
Climbing back to that spot, that’s when shit turns bloody
Now ain’t that nutty?
Cuz honestly I’m losing all my confidence
No common sense, drinking like it’s bottomless
Got no consciousness
**** a tolerance till I have to deal with all the consequence
It’s no wonder that my life feel like a burnt esophagus
You know what’s worse? Is I thought I was nearly out the door
I guess it’s a curse, cuz I always come back for more
But don’t you get it reversed, I’m always ready for war
But for now lemme sit with my verse, and pour me some more
Hard liquor, I know that ain’t the solution at all
They say look at the large picture, I can’t seem to recall
Know that trauma runs far deeper the longer you stall
I know it’s hard to stand tall
When you losing it all
So what do you do when you lose that hype?
Like what do you choose when you lose your mind?
I’m looking for clues, I can’t lose this fight
But I don’t have a clue on how to do this right
Dude needs light
Maybe I’m so stupid thinking I can change reality
This dream is lucid, it’s all about your mentality
But the truth is when you don’t fit their normality
You’re excluded, and get defined as insanity
But that’s humanity, don’t matter what your eyes can see
It’s a tragedy, fallacy everywhere I seek
My sanity be losing capacity as we speak
I actually need a strategy to be back on my feet
Now tell me, ain’t that funny?
Back when I was on top, everything’s so lovely
But when I drop to the bot, everything turns ugly
Climbing back to that spot, that’s when shit turns bloody
Now ain’t that nutty?
So what do you do when you lose that hype?
Like what do you choose when you lose your mind?
I’m looking for clues, I can’t lose this fight
But I don’t have a clue on how to do this right
Dude needs light
I’m not saying I can change all that
Just pointing out that plague remains on track
I bottle in the pain, release on raps
I peep on facts, then I piece them back
I see them traps, covered with sweets and snacks
The streets distract, the truth beneath the act
We then adapt, till our beliefs all crash
The streets attract, beefs behind the back
Now please react, hold on, I think I need to breath, relax
Started this four months ago, that ain’t my work ethic
Prayed to god to row the boat, don’t mean my work epic
Took a blow, I’m healing slow, I think I need a medic
Just to find out where my head is
Where my head is
[00:00.000] 作词 : RTJ
[00:01.000] 作曲 : RTJ
[00:02.000] 编曲 : RTJ
[00:05.957]I’m tryna fly high off the sky but my wings are cut
[00:09.423]I wanna rise through the night, guess I’m in a rut
[00:12.520]I recite all my rhymes, guess I’m feeling stuck
[00:15.503]No light in my mind, I’m drinking from an empty cup
[00:18.490]It’s kinda ****ed cuz this my only outlet
[00:21.537]It kinda sucks when this my only outfit
[00:24.574]I gotta trust my gut, but where did all the crowd went?
[00:27.409]I was feeling flushed, but you never know when the drought hits
[00:30.673]Now I act like I’m flying, my feather’s gone
[00:33.574]I only act like I’m trying, I know the pressure’s on
[00:36.389]Tryna get back with the rhyming
[00:37.637]But I might’ve got the timing wrong
[00:39.154]Tryna just sight while I’m gliding
[00:40.570]Lightning striking, the weather’s strong
[00:42.788]So what do you do when you lose that hype?
[00:45.804]Like what do you choose when you lose your mind?
[00:48.924]I’m looking for clues, I can’t lose this fight
[00:51.086]But I don’t have a clue on how to do this right
[00:53.921]Dude needs light
[00:55.005]Cuz all my life there ain’t a thing that I prospered
[00:57.572]I pondered and wondered, will I ever be honored?
[01:00.606]Push onward, get stronger, or am I just a goner?
[01:03.656]Go longer, don’t wander, I know I have to conquer
[01:06.690]I’m spiralling out of control, gotta get a grip
[01:10.089]Rioting out of the hole, I gotta be equipped
[01:13.239]Stifling all of my hope, I gotta flip the script
[01:16.089]A pirate king searching for gold, but I sunk the ship
[01:19.270]Now tell me, ain’t that funny?
[01:21.303]Back when I was on top, everything’s so lovely
[01:24.190]But when I drop to the bot, everything turns ugly
[01:27.337]Climbing back to that spot, that’s when shit turns bloody
[01:30.325]Now ain’t that nutty?
[01:31.455]Cuz honestly I’m losing all my confidence
[01:33.605]No common sense, drinking like it’s bottomless
[01:35.688]Got no consciousness
[01:36.669]**** a tolerance till I have to deal with all the consequence
[01:39.857]It’s no wonder that my life feel like a burnt esophagus
[01:43.490]You know what’s worse? Is I thought I was nearly out the door
[01:46.524]I guess it’s a curse, cuz I always come back for more
[01:49.558]But don’t you get it reversed, I’m always ready for war
[01:52.637]But for now lemme sit with my verse, and pour me some more
[01:55.813]Hard liquor, I know that ain’t the solution at all
[01:58.676]They say look at the large picture, I can’t seem to recall
[02:01.713]Know that trauma runs far deeper the longer you stall
[02:04.795]I know it’s hard to stand tall
[02:06.457]When you losing it all
[02:07.923]So what do you do when you lose that hype?
[02:10.910]Like what do you choose when you lose your mind?
[02:13.992]I’m looking for clues, I can’t lose this fight
[02:16.243]But I don’t have a clue on how to do this right
[02:18.993]Dude needs light
[02:20.176]Maybe I’m so stupid thinking I can change reality
[02:23.044]This dream is lucid, it’s all about your mentality
[02:26.093]But the truth is when you don’t fit their normality
[02:29.144]You’re excluded, and get defined as insanity
[02:32.058]But that’s humanity, don’t matter what your eyes can see
[02:35.277]It’s a tragedy, fallacy everywhere I seek
[02:38.226]My sanity be losing capacity as we speak
[02:41.312]I actually need a strategy to be back on my feet
[02:44.278]Now tell me, ain’t that funny?
[02:46.342]Back when I was on top, everything’s so lovely
[02:49.262]But when I drop to the bot, everything turns ugly
[02:52.377]Climbing back to that spot, that’s when shit turns bloody
[02:55.295]Now ain’t that nutty?
[03:08.660]So what do you do when you lose that hype?
[03:11.713]Like what do you choose when you lose your mind?
[03:14.764]I’m looking for clues, I can’t lose this fight
[03:16.975]But I don’t have a clue on how to do this right
[03:19.729]Dude needs light
[03:20.963]I’m not saying I can change all that
[03:23.846]Just pointing out that plague remains on track
[03:26.862]I bottle in the pain, release on raps
[03:29.143]I peep on facts, then I piece them back
[03:31.479]I see them traps, covered with sweets and snacks
[03:33.998]The streets distract, the truth beneath the act
[03:36.678]We then adapt, till our beliefs all crash
[03:39.045]The streets attract, beefs behind the back
[03:41.564]Now please react, hold on, I think I need to breath, relax
[03:45.128]Started this four months ago, that ain’t my work ethic
[03:48.045]Prayed to god to row the boat, don’t mean my work epic
[03:51.247]Took a blow, I’m healing slow, I think I need a medic
[03:54.277]Just to find out where my head is
[03:56.194]Where my head is