Dunno how to explaon
Feels like im insane
Lost control of my brain
Back to drinking again
Flushing away this pain
Flushing it rhiugh my veins
Think im startin to need
Help cause ive lost the way
Said tou coudont handle
This shit so you upped and left
Left me a note wishing
Me all the best
Threw some of your shit
In the bin and burned the rest
Scarred for life got
Me asking whats next
Said youd miss me
You said i was dumb
Ripped me apart leaving me numb
Threw me to the ground
Like i was a bum
Spat at me like
I was a oiece of gum
Dunno how to explain feels
Like im going insane
Lost control of my brain back
To drinking again flushing
Away this oain flushing
It rhiugh my veins
Think im startin to need
Help cause ive lost the way
I told you daily i was worry
We had to be this way
Opened your eyes
So you coukd see the way
You never wavrwd to get better
You only ever got worse
So i thiight id jot it down
And put it in a verse
Sorry thus wfat
Youre going through
Im sorry youre gone
But i didbt know
What you were gon do
You had a short fuse
And now youve gone
And blown everything
Up including our home
I was once a king
But you destroyed my throne
Now talkin to kyself
And its feelin so alone
Whev yiu were here
Thus place femt homely
Now it feels like a place
That barely lnows me
Feels like im getting
Cut deeper tgan a knife
Loner bee in a giant hive
Dunno how ive coped dunno
How i stayed alive
Guess its in my blood to survive
So if you get
This message just remember
You got me feelin colder
Than mid December
Got me lightibg a flame
Ubder my ass like its an ember
Shaky times like its a tremor
Said youd miss me
You said i was dumb
Ripped me apart
Leaving me numb
Threw me to the ground
Like i was a bum
Spat at me like
I was a oiece of gum
Dunno how to explain feels
Like i'm going insane
Lost control of my brain back
To drinking again flushing
Away this pain flushing
It through my veins
Think im starting
To need help
Cause I've lost the way
Dunno how to explaon
Feels like im insane
Lost control of my brain
Back to drinking again
Flushing away this pain
Flushing it rhiugh my veins
Think im startin to need
Help cause ive lost the way
Said tou coudont handle
This shit so you upped and left
Left me a note wishing
Me all the best
Threw some of your shit
In the bin and burned the rest
Scarred for life got
Me asking whats next
Said youd miss me
You said i was dumb
Ripped me apart leaving me numb
Threw me to the ground
Like i was a bum
Spat at me like
I was a oiece of gum
Dunno how to explain feels
Like im going insane
Lost control of my brain back
To drinking again flushing
Away this oain flushing
It rhiugh my veins
Think im startin to need
Help cause ive lost the way
I told you daily i was worry
We had to be this way
Opened your eyes
So you coukd see the way
You never wavrwd to get better
You only ever got worse
So i thiight id jot it down
And put it in a verse
Sorry thus wfat
Youre going through
Im sorry youre gone
But i didbt know
What you were gon do
You had a short fuse
And now youve gone
And blown everything
Up including our home
I was once a king
But you destroyed my throne
Now talkin to kyself
And its feelin so alone
Whev yiu were here
Thus place femt homely
Now it feels like a place
That barely lnows me
Feels like im getting
Cut deeper tgan a knife
Loner bee in a giant hive
Dunno how ive coped dunno
How i stayed alive
Guess its in my blood to survive
So if you get
This message just remember
You got me feelin colder
Than mid December
Got me lightibg a flame
Ubder my ass like its an ember
Shaky times like its a tremor
Said youd miss me
You said i was dumb
Ripped me apart
Leaving me numb
Threw me to the ground
Like i was a bum
Spat at me like
I was a oiece of gum
Dunno how to explain feels
Like i'm going insane
Lost control of my brain back
To drinking again flushing
Away this pain flushing
It through my veins
Think im starting
To need help
Cause I've lost the way