作词 : iLL Randoom
作曲 : iLL Randoom
混音和母带：LilPTrockwithyou
I really wanna
I really wanna
I really wanna
I really wanna
What’s the point of drowning in the bottle
Nausea and headache is all it’s gonna bring ya
Fill the shot this love with sorrow
Put this in my chest if I don’t wake up tomorrow
What’s the point taking pills from a bottle
Couple of highs doesn’t coupe with the low
Faith has given me more than just one blow
To the chin the stomach and every single bone
Looking away for a second
Speak my heart for a second
Love or lust which one did I really put the second
Feeling like a scumbag for all the ***** that happened
I know **** well this has gone more than a second
I know it’s hard to differentiate
Am I falling in love or I’m drowning pain
It’s like a weight off my shoulders but heart is constrained
Am I loved by my love or hated cause my rage
Is your presence missing
Or I’m missing your presence
The present is not a gift
The past is not a wish
I can see the elephant but the room start to dim
Am I trapped forever repaying some my sins
I drink too much
I forgot who I was
I don’t wanna speak too much
So I keep it bottled up
What’s the point of drowning in the bottle
Nausea and headache is all it’s gonna bring ya
Fill the shot this love with sorrow
Put this in my chest if I don’t wake up tomorrow
What’s the point taking pills from a bottle
Couple of highs doesn’t coupe with the low
Faith has given me more than just one blow
To the chin the stomach and every single bone
I really wanna
I really wanna
I really wanna
Find love
作词 : iLL Randoom
作曲 : iLL Randoom
混音和母带：LilPTrockwithyou
I really wanna
I really wanna
I really wanna
I really wanna
What’s the point of drowning in the bottle
Nausea and headache is all it’s gonna bring ya
Fill the shot this love with sorrow
Put this in my chest if I don’t wake up tomorrow
What’s the point taking pills from a bottle
Couple of highs doesn’t coupe with the low
Faith has given me more than just one blow
To the chin the stomach and every single bone
Looking away for a second
Speak my heart for a second
Love or lust which one did I really put the second
Feeling like a scumbag for all the ***** that happened
I know **** well this has gone more than a second
I know it’s hard to differentiate
Am I falling in love or I’m drowning pain
It’s like a weight off my shoulders but heart is constrained
Am I loved by my love or hated cause my rage
Is your presence missing
Or I’m missing your presence
The present is not a gift
The past is not a wish
I can see the elephant but the room start to dim
Am I trapped forever repaying some my sins
I drink too much
I forgot who I was
I don’t wanna speak too much
So I keep it bottled up
What’s the point of drowning in the bottle
Nausea and headache is all it’s gonna bring ya
Fill the shot this love with sorrow
Put this in my chest if I don’t wake up tomorrow
What’s the point taking pills from a bottle
Couple of highs doesn’t coupe with the low
Faith has given me more than just one blow
To the chin the stomach and every single bone
I really wanna
I really wanna
I really wanna
Find love