作词 : Muhammad Fathin Abdulkhoir Nashrumillah
作曲 : Muhammad Fathin Abdulkhoir Nashrumillah
(Verse 1)
Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling,
Heart like a drum, can’t shake this feeling.
Thoughts of last summer, you left me behind,
I wear your ghost like a shadow in my mind.
(Pre-Chorus)
Flipping through photos, the smiles we had,
Now every glance just makes me feel bad.
I scream in my head, but no one can hear,
Drowning in doubt, stuck in my fear.
(Chorus)
And I’m screaming, “What the **** does it mean?”
When I close my eyes, it’s a nightmare scene,
Searching for answers in a world that’s shit,
Holding my breath, like I’m stuck in a split.
(Verse 2)
Remember that night we drove through the rain?
Your laugh was the cure for my heart’s little pain.
But now I’m alone with these walls closing in,
Every echo I hear feels like I can’t win.
(Pre-Chorus)
Scrolling through memories, they’re haunting my mind,
Tangled in worries, I’m falling behind.
The mirror reflects all the battles I lose,
Staring at someone I just can’t choose.
(Chorus)
And I’m screaming, “What the **** does it mean?”
When I close my eyes, it’s a nightmare scene,
Searching for answers in a world that’s shit,
Holding my breath, like I’m stuck in a split.
(Bridge)
Maybe I’m lost in a maze of my own,
Chasing acceptance, feeling so alone.
But I’ll pick up the pieces, work through the pain,
Find strength in the chaos, embrace every strain.
(Chorus)
So I’m screaming, “What the **** does it mean?”
I’ll rise from the ashes of all that I’ve seen.
No more running from shadows, I’ll take a stand,
Embrace all my flaws, I’m learning to land.
(Outro)
So here’s to the nights I thought I’d forget,
To the voices that whispered, “You’re not done yet.”
I’ll dance with my demons, make peace with the gloom,
Finding my light, in the ghosts of my room.
作词 : Muhammad Fathin Abdulkhoir Nashrumillah
作曲 : Muhammad Fathin Abdulkhoir Nashrumillah
(Verse 1)
Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling,
Heart like a drum, can’t shake this feeling.
Thoughts of last summer, you left me behind,
I wear your ghost like a shadow in my mind.
(Pre-Chorus)
Flipping through photos, the smiles we had,
Now every glance just makes me feel bad.
I scream in my head, but no one can hear,
Drowning in doubt, stuck in my fear.
(Chorus)
And I’m screaming, “What the **** does it mean?”
When I close my eyes, it’s a nightmare scene,
Searching for answers in a world that’s shit,
Holding my breath, like I’m stuck in a split.
(Verse 2)
Remember that night we drove through the rain?
Your laugh was the cure for my heart’s little pain.
But now I’m alone with these walls closing in,
Every echo I hear feels like I can’t win.
(Pre-Chorus)
Scrolling through memories, they’re haunting my mind,
Tangled in worries, I’m falling behind.
The mirror reflects all the battles I lose,
Staring at someone I just can’t choose.
(Chorus)
And I’m screaming, “What the **** does it mean?”
When I close my eyes, it’s a nightmare scene,
Searching for answers in a world that’s shit,
Holding my breath, like I’m stuck in a split.
(Bridge)
Maybe I’m lost in a maze of my own,
Chasing acceptance, feeling so alone.
But I’ll pick up the pieces, work through the pain,
Find strength in the chaos, embrace every strain.
(Chorus)
So I’m screaming, “What the **** does it mean?”
I’ll rise from the ashes of all that I’ve seen.
No more running from shadows, I’ll take a stand,
Embrace all my flaws, I’m learning to land.
(Outro)
So here’s to the nights I thought I’d forget,
To the voices that whispered, “You’re not done yet.”
I’ll dance with my demons, make peace with the gloom,
Finding my light, in the ghosts of my room.