作词 : Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze/Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa
作曲 : Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa
Lost my pretty smile don’t know where it went
Got plenty of friends, but I don’t wanna see them
I feel like I’m drowning and I’m stuck in the deep
Lost inside the dark, I’m scared to my bones
Think I wanna die and I’m feeling alone
My mind is a mess and I just wanna sleep
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Searching for help, fixing myself
I’m addicted to the pain
And I know it sounds insane
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Feeling like I’m somebody else
I’m addicted to the pain
And there’s no one else to blame
Being the funny friend is exhausting as hell
Don’t wanna pretend like I’m doing well
My room is a junkyard and I can’t leave the house
I can’t take care of me ‘cause I don’t have the energy
I feel worse than worthless, can’t talk to my family
Would it make a difference if I wasn’t around?
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Searching for help, fixing myself
I’m addicted to the pain
And I know it sounds insane
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Feeling like I’m somebody else
I’m addicted to the pain
And there’s no one else to blame
Aaaah
Aaaah
I’m addicted to the pain
作词 : Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze/Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa
作曲 : Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa
Lost my pretty smile don’t know where it went
Got plenty of friends, but I don’t wanna see them
I feel like I’m drowning and I’m stuck in the deep
Lost inside the dark, I’m scared to my bones
Think I wanna die and I’m feeling alone
My mind is a mess and I just wanna sleep
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Searching for help, fixing myself
I’m addicted to the pain
And I know it sounds insane
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Feeling like I’m somebody else
I’m addicted to the pain
And there’s no one else to blame
Being the funny friend is exhausting as hell
Don’t wanna pretend like I’m doing well
My room is a junkyard and I can’t leave the house
I can’t take care of me ‘cause I don’t have the energy
I feel worse than worthless, can’t talk to my family
Would it make a difference if I wasn’t around?
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Searching for help, fixing myself
I’m addicted to the pain
And I know it sounds insane
Not gonna lie I don’t even try
Feeling like I’m somebody else
I’m addicted to the pain
And there’s no one else to blame
Aaaah
Aaaah
I’m addicted to the pain