作词 : Daniel dos santos rodrigues
作曲 : Daniel dos santos rodrigues
It’s loud in here.
No one hears it but me.
And still they say:
“Why don’t you just relax?”
Thoughts like traffic in my temple
Overthinking every second like it’s sinful
Eyes twitchin’, palms slick, heart jump
Tryna act calm but I’m stuck in a slump
Smilin’ in the mirror like I’m not scared
Tellin’ jokes with a weight I can’t share
Body here, mind gone
Playlist say "chill", but the demons play songs
Tell me to breathe, like it’s just that easy
Like these clouds don’t chase and tease me
I wear brave like it's fashion
But this fear? It’s full of passion
It’s mind noise, all the time noise
Can’t mute it, can’t lose it
Got that “smile and survive” voice
It’s mind noise — I confuse it
With who I am, or who they made
Am I okay, or just well-played?
Mind noise, got me twistin’
Dancin’ through the static, but no one listens
Overstimulated, underrated
Feel like my panic been confiscated
Fake peace, fake zen, fake calm
“Namaste” my way out the bomb? Nah.
This ain’t cute, this ain’t soft
This is screaming in a church loft
But still I dress it up in neon
Turn breakdowns into theme songs
This is not a mood swing
It’s a riot in my bloodstream
It’s prayers with no answer
It’s dancing with cancer
But if pain’s a palette, I’m painting loud
Turning my chaos into a crown
If I fall — I fall proud
Let ‘em hear me, let ‘em drown
It’s mind noise, all the time noise
Whispers like wolves in corduroys
I break rules just to feel real
These thoughts? They bite, they heal
Mind noise, I bend, I burn
Made of fire that’ll never learn
But I rise, glitch and glow
With every crack, I still show —
It’s loud in here.
But I’m louder now.
I’m louder.
作词 : Daniel dos santos rodrigues
作曲 : Daniel dos santos rodrigues
It’s loud in here.
No one hears it but me.
And still they say:
“Why don’t you just relax?”
Thoughts like traffic in my temple
Overthinking every second like it’s sinful
Eyes twitchin’, palms slick, heart jump
Tryna act calm but I’m stuck in a slump
Smilin’ in the mirror like I’m not scared
Tellin’ jokes with a weight I can’t share
Body here, mind gone
Playlist say "chill", but the demons play songs
Tell me to breathe, like it’s just that easy
Like these clouds don’t chase and tease me
I wear brave like it's fashion
But this fear? It’s full of passion
It’s mind noise, all the time noise
Can’t mute it, can’t lose it
Got that “smile and survive” voice
It’s mind noise — I confuse it
With who I am, or who they made
Am I okay, or just well-played?
Mind noise, got me twistin’
Dancin’ through the static, but no one listens
Overstimulated, underrated
Feel like my panic been confiscated
Fake peace, fake zen, fake calm
“Namaste” my way out the bomb? Nah.
This ain’t cute, this ain’t soft
This is screaming in a church loft
But still I dress it up in neon
Turn breakdowns into theme songs
This is not a mood swing
It’s a riot in my bloodstream
It’s prayers with no answer
It’s dancing with cancer
But if pain’s a palette, I’m painting loud
Turning my chaos into a crown
If I fall — I fall proud
Let ‘em hear me, let ‘em drown
It’s mind noise, all the time noise
Whispers like wolves in corduroys
I break rules just to feel real
These thoughts? They bite, they heal
Mind noise, I bend, I burn
Made of fire that’ll never learn
But I rise, glitch and glow
With every crack, I still show —
It’s loud in here.
But I’m louder now.
I’m louder.