Hey Nate, how's life?
I don’t know, it's alright
I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night （Last night）
I'm sorry, that's fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides , yeah
Last year I had a breakdown
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud
Had to see a therapist and I found out
Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house
Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out
You know, pack my car, take a new route
Clean up my yard, get the noose out
Hang up my heart, let it air out
I’ve been searchin'
What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
And things might hurt me
It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey!
It's worth it though
Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone
Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose
For crackin' jokes
I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it?
Been makin' a whole lot of changes
Wrote a song about that, you should play it
I get scared when I walk on these stages
I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
That's when I start to get anxious
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
Forget what I'm saying
Where'd the beat go?
（Oh, ain't that somethin'?）
（Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'）
（Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'）
（Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach）
（Throw it back up like I don't want it）
（Wipe my face, clean up my vomit）
（OCD, tryna push my buttons）
（I said don't touch it, now y'all done it）
It's that time again
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
On a road right now that I can't predict
Tell me "Tone that down," but I can't resist
Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists
The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh
[00:19.610]Hey Nate, how's life?
[00:21.408]I don’t know, it's alright
[00:23.182]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
[00:25.396]And really didn't sleep much last night （Last night）
[00:27.650]I'm sorry, that's fine
[00:29.201]I just think I need a little me time
[00:31.260]I just think I need a little free time
[00:33.195]Little break from the shows and the bus rides , yeah
[00:35.704]Last year I had a breakdown
[00:37.185]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud
[00:39.177]Had to see a therapist and I found out
[00:41.164]Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house
[00:43.150]Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out
[00:45.010]You know, pack my car, take a new route
[00:47.071]Clean up my yard, get the noose out
[00:49.133]Hang up my heart, let it air out
[00:51.562]I’ve been searchin'
[00:52.592]What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
[00:54.452]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
[00:56.496]Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
[00:58.485]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
[01:00.510]Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
[01:02.497]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
[01:04.480]And things might hurt me
[01:05.601]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey!
[01:07.971]It's worth it though
[01:08.973]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
[01:10.839]Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
[01:12.788]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
[01:14.859]Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
[01:16.309]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone
[01:18.815]Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose
[01:20.605]For crackin' jokes
[01:21.666]I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it?
[01:23.911]Been makin' a whole lot of changes
[01:25.514]Wrote a song about that, you should play it
[01:27.340]I get scared when I walk on these stages
[01:28.917]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
[01:31.742]That's when I start to get anxious
[01:33.441]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
[01:35.318]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
[01:37.790]Forget what I'm saying
[01:46.488]Where'd the beat go?
[01:51.116]（Oh, ain't that somethin'?）
[01:52.901]（Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'）
[01:54.642]（Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'）
[01:56.634]（Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach）
[01:58.440]（Throw it back up like I don't want it）
[02:00.437]（Wipe my face, clean up my vomit）
[02:02.498]（OCD, tryna push my buttons）
[02:04.584]（I said don't touch it, now y'all done it）
[02:47.320]It's that time again
[02:48.491]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
[02:50.508]Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
[02:52.560]Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
[02:54.608]On a road right now that I can't predict
[02:56.642]Tell me "Tone that down," but I can't resist
[02:58.630]Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists
[03:00.629]The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh