I've created a monster, it feeds on my guilt
I'm lying with vultures, they're watching me wilt
Patiently waiting for me to decay
I've got half of my breath left, I'm one stitch away
I know there's no decorum, they won't be polite
They'll just rip up my bones till there's no flesh in sight
But I'll be fine
When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself (whoa yeah)
Heartbreaks, mistakes. Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
When the feast is all over, the crowd disappears
I'm left with an uneasy sense that I'm soon to face all my fears
This is the only way I have to show you
The things I'm too terrified for anyone to know
Honestly, it's just to be alone
But I'll be fine
When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself (whoa yeah)
Heartbreaks, mistakes. Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
I wish there was an easy way to live my life
I'm sick of always acting like I'm doing fine
This is me twenty-three, count the ways so easily that I'm out of time
Whoa, I'm taking all the chances that a boy should take
I'm past the point of caring about the bones I break
This is me, twenty-three, king of my destiny. I will be fine
When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself (whoa yeah)
Heartbreaks, mistakes. Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
The perfect way to meet my end.
Free for all, with all my friends.
Dig your teeth into my skin.
The perfect way to meet my end.
Free for all, with all my friends.
Dig your teeth into my skin.
The perfect way to meet my end.
Free for all, with all my friends.
Dig your teeth into my skin.
The perfect way to meet my end.
Free for all, with all my friends.
Dig your teeth into my skin.
The perfect way to meet my end.
Free for all, with all my friends.
Dig your teeth into my skin.
The perfect way to meet my end.
Free for all, with all my friends.
Dig your teeth into my skin.
[00:16.490]I've created a monster, it feeds on my guilt
[00:24.70]I'm lying with vultures, they're watching me wilt
[00:31.000]Patiently waiting for me to decay
[00:33.490]I've got half of my breath left, I'm one stitch away
[00:38.490]I know there's no decorum, they won't be polite
[00:42.000]They'll just rip up my bones till there's no flesh in sight
[00:48.490]But I'll be fine
[00:56.490]When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
[01:00.490]Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself (whoa yeah)
[01:08.000]Heartbreaks, mistakes. Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
[01:38.490]When the feast is all over, the crowd disappears
[01:45.490]I'm left with an uneasy sense that I'm soon to face all my fears
[01:52.490]This is the only way I have to show you
[01:56.000]The things I'm too terrified for anyone to know
[02:01.200]Honestly, it's just to be alone
[02:10.490]But I'll be fine
[02:17.490]When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
[02:22.490]Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself (whoa yeah)
[02:30.490]Heartbreaks, mistakes. Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
[02:45.490]I wish there was an easy way to live my life
[02:49.490]I'm sick of always acting like I'm doing fine
[02:51.800]This is me twenty-three, count the ways so easily that I'm out of time
[02:59.490]Whoa, I'm taking all the chances that a boy should take
[03:03.490]I'm past the point of caring about the bones I break
[03:07.000]This is me, twenty-three, king of my destiny. I will be fine
[03:17.490]When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
[03:21.490]Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself (whoa yeah)
[03:29.490]Heartbreaks, mistakes. Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
[03:44.490]The perfect way to meet my end.
[03:45.490]Free for all, with all my friends.
[03:47.490]Dig your teeth into my skin.
[03:51.490]The perfect way to meet my end.
[03:53.490]Free for all, with all my friends.
[03:56.490]Dig your teeth into my skin.
[03:58.490]The perfect way to meet my end.
[04:00.490]Free for all, with all my friends.
[04:02.490]Dig your teeth into my skin.
[04:06.490]The perfect way to meet my end.
[04:07.490]Free for all, with all my friends.
[04:10.490]Dig your teeth into my skin.
[04:13.490]The perfect way to meet my end.
[04:15.490]Free for all, with all my friends.
[04:17.490]Dig your teeth into my skin.
[04:21.490]The perfect way to meet my end.
[04:23.490]Free for all, with all my friends.
[04:26.490]Dig your teeth into my skin.