I need some candy
To restore my calmness
I’ve had some crazy
Freak outs lately
I kicked all my ****
Around my closet
Nobody is coming
To tell me to stop it
My shoes
They scuffed
My white walls
I punched my
Cupcake beanbag
(I have a cupcake beanbag)
Til I fell tired and
Embarrassed enough
And I was careless enough
Feeling like a ****
Picking it up again
Feeling so much like a ****
Just to pick it up again
Feeling so so so
So tired
Of feeling so so so
So dumb
I stomped and
I screamed there
Flinging ideas
Straight down from the halls
Like in a movie scene where
All of you watch behind a glass wall
I’m pacing back and fourth
Exhausting myself
For my own gratification
To no one
Embarrassing programming
And when I find the mess in the floor
Temper tantrum over
Reorganizing all that I tore
From life’s rightful order
I'll say I
Learned some sort of lesson
When I felt dumb enough
To question
Feeling like a ****
Picking it all up again
So much like a ****
Just to pick it up again
Everything is so so so
So tired
Everything is so so so
So dumb
[00:13.30]I need some candy
[00:15.91]To restore my calmness
[00:19.00]I’ve had some crazy
[00:21.93]Freak outs lately
[00:25.27]I kicked all my ****
[00:28.25]Around my closet
[00:31.03]Nobody is coming
[00:33.86]To tell me to stop it
[00:37.35]My shoes
[00:37.92]They scuffed
[00:39.33]My white walls
[00:40.24]I punched my
[00:41.05]Cupcake beanbag
[00:43.76](I have a cupcake beanbag)
[00:46.28]Til I fell tired and
[00:48.82]Embarrassed enough
[00:53.77]And I was careless enough
[00:55.54]
[01:00.19]Feeling like a ****
[01:02.28]Picking it up again
[01:05.26]Feeling so much like a ****
[01:08.10]Just to pick it up again
[01:11.13]Feeling so so so
[01:14.22]So tired
[01:17.36]Of feeling so so so
[01:20.29]So dumb
[01:24.85]I stomped and
[01:25.65]I screamed there
[01:28.07]Flinging ideas
[01:29.24]Straight down from the halls
[01:31.16]Like in a movie scene where
[01:33.96]All of you watch behind a glass wall
[01:36.85]I’m pacing back and fourth
[01:39.07]Exhausting myself
[01:40.70]For my own gratification
[01:43.57]To no one
[01:45.30]Embarrassing programming
[01:47.83]
[01:48.63]And when I find the mess in the floor
[01:51.93]Temper tantrum over
[01:54.41]Reorganizing all that I tore
[01:57.74]From life’s rightful order
[02:00.42]I'll say I
[02:01.53]Learned some sort of lesson
[02:06.34]When I felt dumb enough
[02:09.23]To question
[02:12.39]Feeling like a ****
[02:14.26]Picking it all up again
[02:18.10]So much like a ****
[02:20.23]Just to pick it up again
[02:23.26]Everything is so so so
[02:26.26]So tired
[02:28.97]Everything is so so so
[02:33.02]So dumb