I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
And for me to end it would be so nice
Somebody driving on this back street
So I could leave my sh*t all on the back seat
Cause I don't love my life no more
So I don't wanna fight no more
I felt this way before but it died out
So I shot my f**king eye out
Nobody understands me help
But I don't understand my self
I always find myself bein trapped
And my drugs that I take so I'm at
That point in my motherf**kin life
Where I don't wanna live a f**kin lie
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
Die
I just wanna die
Die
Lets go on a journey
Boldly go where no man has gone before
Buckle up and lets take a ride
I want you to watch me commit suicide
Were headed for a place in a dark land
In desperate search of that dark man
But don't you move keep it right there
I wanna bring you smooth into my nightmare
Don't be afraid of watching life bleed
Explore my every thought come out and sightsee
Theres no man alive that can promise breath
But once we arrive I can promise death
And now were headed for the crossroads
Gettin deeper in the lost coves
And once we arrive
Close your motherf**kin eyes
Cause I'm about to die
Will wake up
What what what what man damn you ain't been listenin man
This sh*t is real man I don't give a f**k will you payin attention
Just drive ni**a damn you listenin will its goin down right f**kin now
I put the pistol to my temple
See the bullet in the chamber
Cocked it back and out of anger
I pulled the crack see the shells jump out the side
Now I'm fallin back I'm seein faces but theyre all in black
I'm hearin sounds but I can't hear
I'm seein pictures in my head but they ain't clear
My every picture flashed at full speed
And now I'm feelin like I'm loosin my grips on all reality
But my realitys a battle g
And I was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality
End it all I stand tall apparently I wasnt patient enough to hear the man
Call
So now I leave myself to strive or die but I've lost all my hopes inside
And I just wanna die
Yo will wake the f**k up
What what what man damn man I'm talkin about killin myself man
Wanna kill yourself thats right I don't give a f**k
Aight what you think I'm playin
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[00:10.480]I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
[00:14.410]And for me to end it would be so nice
[00:18.350]Somebody driving on this back street
[00:21.020]So I could leave my sh*t all on the back seat
[00:24.640]Cause I don't love my life no more
[00:28.250]So I don't wanna fight no more
[00:31.820]I felt this way before but it died out
[00:35.130]So I shot my f**king eye out
[00:38.930]Nobody understands me help
[00:41.450]But I don't understand my self
[00:46.060]I always find myself bein trapped
[00:49.240]And my drugs that I take so I'm at
[00:53.110]That point in my motherf**kin life
[00:56.230]Where I don't wanna live a f**kin lie
[00:58.980]I just wanna die
[01:06.400]I just wanna die
[01:08.830]Die
[01:13.010]I just wanna die
[01:17.820]Die
[01:22.990]Lets go on a journey
[01:30.850]Boldly go where no man has gone before
[01:36.350]Buckle up and lets take a ride
[01:40.030]I want you to watch me commit suicide
[01:43.540]Were headed for a place in a dark land
[01:47.720]In desperate search of that dark man
[01:50.590]But don't you move keep it right there
[01:53.960]I wanna bring you smooth into my nightmare
[01:57.460]Don't be afraid of watching life bleed
[02:00.700]Explore my every thought come out and sightsee
[02:05.200]Theres no man alive that can promise breath
[02:13.010]But once we arrive I can promise death
[02:18.930]And now were headed for the crossroads
[02:23.690]Gettin deeper in the lost coves
[02:26.670]And once we arrive
[02:29.300]Close your motherf**kin eyes
[02:32.000]Cause I'm about to die
[02:38.050]Will wake up
[02:39.670]What what what what man damn you ain't been listenin man
[02:44.660]This sh*t is real man I don't give a f**k will you payin attention
[02:52.590]Just drive ni**a damn you listenin will its goin down right f**kin now
[03:01.200]I put the pistol to my temple
[03:03.810]See the bullet in the chamber
[03:05.890]Cocked it back and out of anger
[03:08.870]I pulled the crack see the shells jump out the side
[03:12.170]Now I'm fallin back I'm seein faces but theyre all in black
[03:16.670]I'm hearin sounds but I can't hear
[03:20.040]I'm seein pictures in my head but they ain't clear
[03:23.480]My every picture flashed at full speed
[03:26.220]And now I'm feelin like I'm loosin my grips on all reality
[03:30.150]But my realitys a battle g
[03:33.270]And I was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality
[03:37.580]End it all I stand tall apparently I wasnt patient enough to hear the man
[03:44.130]Call
[03:45.130]So now I leave myself to strive or die but I've lost all my hopes inside
[03:49.680]And I just wanna die
[03:53.610]Yo will wake the f**k up
[03:55.490]What what what man damn man I'm talkin about killin myself man
[04:00.420]Wanna kill yourself thats right I don't give a f**k
[04:03.970]Aight what you think I'm playin
[04:06.160]Argumentgunshot car crash