作曲 : jerry kirwin
And the funny thing is
No matter how hard you try
You always seem to disappoint people
I don't want to be this anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to ****ing live
But I have to convince myself
That this life is worth living
That these people and places are something to live for
I've been saving this for the weekend
An eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
My hair is split
I'm cutting the lose ends
My brain is shit
I'm tired of trying
I'm sick of this patience
Logic comes to dying
I knew you were lying but I didn't care
You were something to stop my self hatred
I didn't dare ask a question
You're always on my mind
Intervention for loving too many times
Did I mention this pain is a way of life
You learn to live with it
Or you let it eat you alive
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
Who the **** am I
Just another psychopathic little ***** you decide
It's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
All I ever did was love you but everything dies
There's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart
Vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
To separate and every day I blow my candles out
I sit inside but that's not something you could care about
My heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
If you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend
I'm a waste of energy I'll never see the point in this
Arms length, this love is tragic, I'm not something you would miss
I'm not something you would miss
I'm not something you would miss
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'd kill myself
Just to be myself
Don't even ask the question
All I'll be is a burden
I'm so ****ing lost without you
They don't really care about you
They don't really care about you
[00:00.000] 作曲 : jerry kirwin
[00:00.524] And the funny thing is
[00:02.285] No matter how hard you try
[00:04.090] You always seem to disappoint people
[00:06.369] I don't want to be this anymore
[00:08.726] I don't want to be here anymore
[00:10.777] I don't want to ****ing live
[00:12.387] But I have to convince myself
[00:13.935] That this life is worth living
[00:15.823] That these people and places are something to live for
[00:20.439] I've been saving this for the weekend
[00:25.314] An eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
[00:29.978] My hair is split
[00:32.039] I'm cutting the lose ends
[00:34.748] My brain is shit
[00:36.990] I'm tired of trying
[00:39.384] I'm sick of this patience
[00:41.876] Logic comes to dying
[00:44.043] I knew you were lying but I didn't care
[00:49.047] You were something to stop my self hatred
[00:54.256] I didn't dare ask a question
[00:57.570] You're always on my mind
[01:00.456] Intervention for loving too many times
[01:05.433] Did I mention this pain is a way of life
[01:10.329] You learn to live with it
[01:13.846] Or you let it eat you alive
[01:17.194] I'd kill myself
[01:19.705] Just to be myself
[01:21.939] Don't even ask the question
[01:24.566] All I'll be is a burden
[01:27.252] I'd kill myself
[01:29.098] Just to be myself
[01:31.466] Don't even ask the question
[01:34.307] All I'll be is a burden
[01:36.893] I'd kill myself
[01:38.699] Just to be myself
[01:41.040] Don't even ask the question
[01:43.955] All I'll be is a burden
[01:46.390] I'd kill myself
[01:48.353] Just to be myself
[01:50.655] Don't even ask the question
[01:53.419] All I'll be is a burden
[01:57.255] Who the **** am I
[01:59.556] Just another psychopathic little ***** you decide
[02:04.217] It's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
[02:08.941] All I ever did was love you but everything dies
[02:13.690] There's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart
[02:18.287] Vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
[02:23.183] To separate and every day I blow my candles out
[02:27.970] I sit inside but that's not something you could care about
[02:33.713] My heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
[02:37.662] If you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend
[02:42.481] I'm a waste of energy I'll never see the point in this
[02:47.256] Arms length, this love is tragic, I'm not something you would miss
[02:56.090] I'm not something you would miss
[03:01.021] I'm not something you would miss
[03:03.614] I'd kill myself
[03:05.414] Just to be myself
[03:07.233] Don't even ask the question
[03:10.325] All I'll be is a burden
[03:13.100] I'd kill myself
[03:14.752] Just to be myself
[03:17.098] Don't even ask the question
[03:19.678] All I'll be is a burden
[03:22.409] I'd kill myself
[03:24.845] Just to be myself
[03:26.753] Don't even ask the question
[03:29.245] All I'll be is a burden
[03:32.185] I'd kill myself
[03:33.875] Just to be myself
[03:36.321] Don't even ask the question
[03:39.124] All I'll be is a burden
[03:49.903] I'm so ****ing lost without you
[03:55.835] They don't really care about you
[04:01.621] They don't really care about you