NF

Look, I don't know what's gotten into me
I could be off of my rocker potentially
Bigger I get, the more they thinkin' less of me
Don't be the one to i...

Yeah, when I grow up, you know what I wanna be?
Take a seat, let me tell you my ridiculous dreams
I wanna rap—yeah, I know it's hard to believe
And I ...

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Calmly, feel myself evolving
Appalling, so much I'm not divulging
Been stalling, I think I hear applauding, they're calling
Mi...

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
And I wish I could help
But it's hard...

I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm OK
 If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself
 Tryna show you I'm not a mistake
 I've g...

Dear God, please
 Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
 Since I've reached
 Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering
 Why I keep
 Obsessing ...

Don't, don't lose faith in me
I know you've been waiting
I know you've been praying for my soul

30 years you've been draggin' your feet telling me I'...

Hey Nate, how's life?
I don’t know, it's alright
I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (La...

Hello darkness my old friend
 Knocking at my door again
 Begging me to come outside
 And let you back into my life
 Now usually I’d be strong enough
 ...

When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my...

Even if we both break down tonight
And you say you hate me
And we go to bed angry
I know everything will be alright
I'll be here waiting
I promise I'm...

Focus on it every single day, I wanna figure out a way
 To get ahead of what I think I know is coming
 It's obvious you got a problem if you always tr...

Always saw my glass as half empty, it was never full
 Didn't have a chance, but we were scared to let things go

 Had your whole life planned out, I h...

<Chorus: Sasha Sloan>
I can't be the only one who’s lonely tonight
I can't be the only—
<Verse 1: NF>
Yeah, does anybody feel like me?
Show of hands, ...

Crying
 Alone on the ride home driving
 Just got the text you died this
 Doesn’t feel real to me

 Try and
 Keep my mind off it but I can’t
 Think abo...

Yeah, look
I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
Yeah, I been on it for a while, don't know how to put it down
Gotta have it, it's a habit...