If I think about it, I am successful, as it were.
And I am nowhere near as awkward as I was when I was younger.
I guess I'm one of those guys who gets better looking as they age.
And even though I have felt beaten down by constant doubt,
I keep getting up. And I am loved by all my friends and family;
Though, there have been lots of raised eyebrows
And concerned glances lately.
It doesn't matter to him.
I could be anything,
But I could never win his heart again.
It doesn't matter to him.
He took away my AAA pass.
I am invisible to him.
And now I feel the soft, pink flesh of my heart hardening
To the countless possibilities contained within each day.
Vulnerability feels like a cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light,
Which, as you know, makes everything look bad.
I still keep trying to figure out how I became irrelevant,
How I got myself evicted from his heart from one day to the next.
And the worst part is that, even if I got an answer right now,
It would not change anything because we have become two strangers.
It doesn't matter to him.
I could be anything,
But I could never win his heart again.
It doesn't matter to him.
He took away my AAA pass.
I am invisible to him.
It doesn't matter to him.
I could be anything,
But I could never win his heart again.
It doesn't matter to him.
He took away my AAA pass.
I am invisible to him.
[00:36.63]If I think about it, I am successful, as it were.
[00:51.64]And I am nowhere near as awkward as I was when I was younger.
[00:59.46]I guess I'm one of those guys who gets better looking as they age.
[01:06.91]And even though I have felt beaten down by constant doubt,
[01:22.10]I keep getting up. And I am loved by all my friends and family;
[01:29.74]Though, there have been lots of raised eyebrows
[01:34.72]And concerned glances lately.
[01:39.94]It doesn't matter to him.
[01:44.49]I could be anything,
[01:47.17]But I could never win his heart again.
[01:54.84]It doesn't matter to him.
[01:59.49]He took away my AAA pass.
[02:03.65]I am invisible to him.
[02:08.57]And now I feel the soft, pink flesh of my heart hardening
[02:14.98]To the countless possibilities contained within each day.
[02:21.82]Vulnerability feels like a cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light,
[02:32.26]Which, as you know, makes everything look bad.
[02:37.85]I still keep trying to figure out how I became irrelevant,
[02:45.22]How I got myself evicted from his heart from one day to the next.
[02:53.11]And the worst part is that, even if I got an answer right now,
[03:00.67]It would not change anything because we have become two strangers.
[03:10.81]It doesn't matter to him.
[03:15.54]I could be anything,
[03:18.14]But I could never win his heart again.
[03:27.72]It doesn't matter to him.
[03:32.69]He took away my AAA pass.
[03:36.44]I am invisible to him.
[03:42.65]It doesn't matter to him.
[03:47.47]I could be anything,
[03:49.92]But I could never win his heart again.
[03:57.61]It doesn't matter to him.
[04:02.79]He took away my AAA pass.
[04:06.65]I am invisible to him.