The Plot In You

I thought I was a god, thought I'd never die
Snort a bump and lose a night faking friends and losing my sanity
Stuck my fingers down her throat and he...

I let my days slip away
We swore we'd never change
And we'd stay the same
But time changes everything
Let my head get in the way
Kept getting wasted a...

I pray that you will be the last of your kind
This is a warning to you,
hell will seem like a ride compared to what awaits for you
That evil look you ...

I see them all, I watch them multiply
I found them feeding on the young and I know
They feel no shame for what they've done here
They slither and swal...

This room was empty
Holes in the walls, I'm fuxking melting
Destined to fall, do you feel me?
It's pulling me further away
My family's breaking and I'...

Scared for my life, I'm breathing and keeping thoughts away
Well it's a shame I'm too afraid to fall asleep
It's insane how far we'll go and what we'l...

The day you passed away
Something about this place changed
We're waiting for signals of love
But you were cold and I guess you'd had enough

As your e...

I've been in here for three months and fourteen days
You've managed to disfigure me, I'm already ruined
I am a part of you, I live because you breathe...

You walk around
With an undeserved sense of pride
I know and your friends know
I'm not the only one in line
I tried to feel sorry for you
I tried to l...

Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Drugged you do...

I was never clear before, I lost myself and you were weak
Sorry but I must inform the others on intentions that you seek
How do I choose a side?
I'm j...

I always wanted to leave
I'm just so sick of how
You just invested in me
So now I gotta find the best way out
(I always wanted to leave)
Too many days...

You're losing me
There's nothing I can do
So I just
Let go and let you suffocate
Cause you know, you know that you're too late
This I swear to you no ...

There was a time when I brought light to your eyes
Even the worst of days could not keep us apart
Even the ones that made you question who you are

Yo...

From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with ...

Buried my face within my hands
The same hands that erased him
I've lived in metaphors
Why don't they question a thing?
I've said it all before
They fo...

Some nights I lay awake and think of ones who’d passed away
What they’d be like and how they’d act if they were here today
I get choked up thinkin’ of...

I still remember a time when I felt centered
You're tearing out the pages of me
A cold dead November with nights I won't remember
I'd fallen even deep...

And now I’m begging for your love
But know there’s nothing left from you
It’s all too heavy for my heart to lose
I guess the feeling was off
The tensi...

Time has hit you different
 But I don't think you've changed
 Craving me was useless
 All excuses drained

 Just know, all the sacrifice had robbed me...

Is this a nightmare
 Where no one fights fair
 I get the same stare
 Don't risk thinking
 We're barely human
 We self-abuse and
 What's so confusing?
...

You will
Not shake me
You will
Not break me

I'll make you fear me
Make you understand me
My way, the vile way
You have never faced rage like this
I'm...

Time has hit me different
 I don't feel the same
 Craving me was useless
 All excuses drained

 Just know, all the sacrifice had robbed me of my time
...

Time has hit you different
But I don't think you've changed
Craving me was useless
All excuses drained
Just know, all the sacrifice had robbed me of m...

Is this a nightmare
 Where no one fights fair
 I get the same stare
 Don't risk thinking
 We're barely human
 We self-abuse and
 What's so confusing?
...

Time has hit you different
But I don't think you've changed
Craving me was useless
All excuses drained
Just know, all the sacrifice had robbed me of m...

Fantasize, a better life
 Simplified, a paradise
 Nothing could keep me safe
 Every love would leave me

 No shame, cause I played this game
 And it g...

Why did you reach towards me like I was paying for
 Always what you want and never what you need
 Sacrificed all these sleepless nights
 It's a goddam...

Bring me down

 Some days, I see things too clearly
 And what I held so dearly
 Distorts and covers me in shame
 'Cause I feel it
 Makes me so sick
 I...

Lend me the world, the cracks in the pavement
diamonds and pearls, the damned we've forsaken
fallen like the ones here before, but I'm not destined to...

So I'm thinking
 How it reminds of what's breathin
 When it’s for a bit bleedin'
 I don't think that you know

 Yeah, I feel it
 Paranoid you might se...

I don't feel youthful
and I don't feel sad
I don't **** with these pills anymore
but these days move so fast
and I'm starting to notice the ones I hel...