Josh A

Josh A:
I don't think that I'll be fine
Every time I try, I just want to die, and
All the things I gave you, couldn't buy you what you needed
So tell ...

I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna ****ing die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel li...

Stressed all the time
I've been makin' my worst mistakes of my life
Still been searching for purpose
I don't know why all this pain finally surfaced
S...

Swear I'm always going through these cycles
Been so fooked up in my head
I can just end it all tomorrow
I keep goin' on instead
With my past and all m...

I made all my worst mistakes when you came up inside my brain
You left me brokenhearted, girl, you left me suicidal, yeah
All I did was everything, bu...

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the fookin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don'...

Lay me down in the dirt
I can't do this no more
Keep on fighting
What for, what for, no
Lay me down in the dirt
I can't do this no more
Keep on fighti...

I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
 I try new things, but I can't change
 I pray forgiveness for my ways
 I wish that you would call me back
 But you le...

Know I'm trying
But guess I'll get over it
And you know I'm trying
But guess I'll get over it
Everything I have always ends up in the deep end
And I k...

Yeah
 I keep a case with that ammo in it
 Ain't no time to brace, when I break
 Mother****er I'm coming right for your face
 Feel the pain
 Venom insi...

Fire
Bring it right back to the ends then I'm back on the trends
Played sold out shows now I'm back for revenge
They don't really wanna get it when I ...

Pain goes by when you just don't think about
When you just don't think about it, no
Pain goes by when you just don't think about
When you just don't t...

I made all my worst mistakes when you came up inside my brain
You left me brokenhearted, girl you left me sucidal, yeah
All I did was everything, but ...

I don't really know where I'm going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days now-
I don't really know...

I'm really doin' this myself
Don't need nobody
Don't need help
And buddy, you ain't been through hell and back
It's funny, you ain't dealt with that
Y...

Oh, oh
Yeah (Oh, oh)
Yeah
You were my light in a world of darkness
I always try my hardest
And I know I got a lot on my plate, but you stick around
An...

Had to cut her off, it was painless
 Showed me fake love, it was shameless
 I should've known that we would never make it
 Now my heart is cold, feeli...

Yeah, I don't wanna talk
Never trustin' anyone now
I don't wanna fall 'cause they're plotting on me
And you know it's so frightening
I don't really ca...

I've got an itch I can't scratch
 I'm missing a piece that
 Completes a whole part of me
 Everybody come here gather round
 Welcome to the freak show ...

I've got an itch I can't scratch
I'm missing a piece that
Completes a whole part of me
Everybody come here gather round
Welcome to the freak show the ...

We got a problem in America
Addiction through the roof but way too caught up in hysteria
Too busy on our phone to see the problems in our area
Man I d...

You can't keep a heart from burning out
From burning out, oh-oh
It's a quarter past midnight
Up and down the coastline
Driving with my headlights out
...

Over and over and over and over again
 I tell my–
 Over and over and over and over again
 You don't understand how much it–
 Real thick thighs with th...

I don't wanna lose another one, feelin' like this is too much
Yeah, one more day, that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, ...