Blade and Bath

My life…
Is useless
My existence…
Must be end
I'm alone
In my bathroom
Sitting…
In a bath
In my hand…
I'm holding…
Tightly
Sharp razor blade
In my hea...

Мені страшно спати
Кожен раз коли я засинаю
Ти приходиш в мій сон
В мій сон, суко! Я тебе не кликав!
Йди!
Йди!
Тепер я наодинці залишився
Чому я не мо...

Believe only in a quick death
Death will come soon
Will take everything and leave nothing
Only suffering in hell
You will feel burnt skin smell
Ненави...

My life is going to end
To the only end
With my brains on the wall
I'll go
Far away
Far away
From this world
This ****ing world
You will finally under...

I'm nothing
A lonely nothing
I don't belong here and I never did
That's why I resign myself from life
But why does it still hurt?
Why? Why? Damn it!
W...

No more empathy
Desire to destroy this world
To demolish humanity
To demolish humanity...
Life took my soul
I am no longer
The human they knew
Life at...

My heart hurts every time
I see them laughing
I want to gouge out my eyes
So I can't see them happy
Jealousy eats me from the inside
No one beside...
...

I take my meds everyday
I get only side effects
It's the end...
I can't sleep anymore
**** you Aripiprazole
Day after day
I can't wait
When my days wi...

My life is going to end
To the only end
With my brain on the wall
I'll go far away
Far away
From this world
This ****ing world
You will finally unders...

You, you all are so funny
"Therapy will heal you"
"Pills will help you"
You've tried so many times
But still I wanna die
You don't get it
I don't want...

I'm trembling in panic
I feel my heart
Racing and beating
Through my eyes
I lose the strength
In my legs
I don't feel my limbs
Can't move, I'm paralyz...

" Mine has been a life of such shame, I can't even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being"

Clawing for answers
My arms have g...